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Ondreaz had a very stressful past couple of weeks, with the move and everything, it had really taken a toll on him. And due to the chaos he hadn't had time to regress, because nobody knew about it, he had to do it alone where nobody would find out. He would never admit it to someone he didn't trust, not saying that he doesn't trust the hype house but he didn't want one of them to slip up and expose him. God even Tony didn't know, yet...

Everyone had gone out to different places, some had gone to a party and some had gone to get food. They had all invited him but he couldn't go, he could feel himself slipping and the last thing he wanted was to fall into headspace around everyone.

As soon as everyone left he raced into his room and closed the door, he opened up the cabinet next to his bed and pulled out a soft pastel green box. On the front of the box there was a small painting of a teddy bear holding a name tag, which had 'Ondre' engraved. He jumped onto his bed and grabbed the tv remote, quickly put on adventure time. He let out a little giggle as he felt himself regress further, he gently opened the box and took out all the things, his teddy, his blanket and his juice cup. But the box was empty, there was no pacifier.

That was one of the number one things he needed when he slipped into headspace, "no no no, where is it?" He mumbled, as he frantically began to search the cabinet, in case it had tumbled out. Tucked away in the corner lied a green paci, he grabbed it and rushed to the bathroom to clean it off. Once he had his paci in and had calmed down from his traumatic moment, he wandered off to the kitchen.

As he pulled out the apple juice a few things tumbled out, spilling out onto the floor. He looked down and pushed his paci to the side of his mouth, "uh oh," he said as he looked at the mess on the floor. As he turned around to put the juice on the counter, he also dropped that. "Uh oh Everyone gone be angwy," Ondreaz had slipped so far to recognise that he needed to clean up. He trundled back to his room and curled up on his bed with his blanket and stuffie and his paci in his mouth. He soon dozed off.

He was soon awoken buy a shout outside his door, "ONDRE WHY HAVE YOU MADE SUCH A MESS?" He looked at the door in confusion, still very deep in headspace. See he could normally slip out if he knew there was a chance of him being caught but because he hadn't regressed in so long he just couldn't seem to come back out of it. "ONDRE IM SPEAKING TO YOU, YOU CANT JUST MAKE A MASSIVE MESS ON THE FLOOR AND EXPECT OTHERS TO CLEAN IT UP!" He rubbed his eyes and pulled his stuffie closer to his chest, his bottom lip quivered, a tear slowly rolled down his cheek. "I sowwy," he said softly, but he wasn't heard. "YOU CANT JUST IGNORE ME!" The door opened to reveal an angry looking Tony. "I sowwy T," he said softly as he grabbed his paci and put it back in. He was so far into headspace that he didn't register that he needed to slip out.

"WTF," Tony exclaimed as he noticed Ondre was holding a stuffie close to his chest and a paci in his mouth. Ondre's eyes filled back up with tears and he started sobbing, "aye, it's okay, I'm sorry for shouting." Tony said in a soft tone, gingerly walking over to the bed. He had no idea about what was going on but there was a part of him that felt the need to protect Ondre whilst he was like this. "Come with me Dre, we will get you some juice, yeah?" He said offering a hand to the little, which he received a small nod in response.

As they were walking down the hall to the kitchen Ondreaz stopped dead in his tracks, "wait, I fowgot teddy," he said and rushed back to his room. He returned a moment later with a small stuffie. Tony chuckled at his brother and how adorable he was being at the moment. As they got to the kitchen Tony poured Ondreaz a juice into a glass and placed it in front of him on the table. "I want my sippy cup," he pushed the glass away and pointed over to the counter where the cup was. "Okay, I'll make you one in there," Tony agreed and tipped the juice from the glass into the plastic beaker. Which he then passed back to his brother.

Ondre sat at the table giggling and babbling away as he played with his teddy and drank his juice. Whilst watching him Tony moped up all the mess that the little one had caused earlier. Just as he finished cleaning he heard the front door open and a few voices, Ondre quickly got up and ran back to his room, hiding away so nobody found out. He was soon followed by Tony. "Ondreaz can I speak to you?" The use of his full name caused him to slip out of head space. "Oh shit, fuck, I'm so sorry you had to see that, if you want to disown me as a brother I completely understand, you probably think I'm a weirdo, I'm sorry." Ondreaz blabbered out, "No I'm not doing any of that I just want to ask what it was." He said, intrigued. "Well basically I age regress, it helps me with my stress and anxiety, I normally slip out of it when someone is near but I just couldn't today I haven't managed to do it in so long. I normally regress anywhere between the ages of 4 and 8, I have been younger sometimes but that's really rare. Some people have caregivers but I don't." Ondre explained, Tony just nodded along.

Throughout the next few hours Ondre explained more and more to Tony, which he accepted and understood very well. He understood why he did it and didn't judge him. He respected Ondre and that he wanted to keep it a secret from the others, until he was comfortable to come out to them. "So you don't have a caregiver?" Tony questioned, "no I don't, but there is one girl that has helped me and I was going to ask her to be, she's the only other person besides you to know."

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So this is inspired by a tiktok that Ondreaz was in on Alex's account, where Alex was showing the sweets and donuts that Ondre received from fans and he did like a little wave and like just looked so adorable. It's definitely one of my favourite videos of Ondreaz. Iykyk lmao.

- B :))