DISS (Suga FanFic - BTS)

Part 5

Last Part

You let Suga drag you to the backstage, the warmth of his hand on yours felt heavenly.You felt yourself smiling on its own. Everything felt like a dream. Yes, you're a Suga stan. You loved him... well, you couldn't really call it love but you adored and idolized him ever since you first heard him rap. That's why you still couldn't believe that this was happening to you. It felt so surreal.

Suga brought you in front of a closed room and turned to face you, his hand never letting go of yours.

He was smiling from ear to ear, his eyes twinkling from happiness and you felt your heart jump from the sight.

"I was really hoping you'd say 'yes'," he said, before opening the door.

You gasped when you saw what was inside the room.

It was heavily decorated with cloth, much like one of the setup in Bangtan's N.O. MV. In the middle of the room was a table with two chairs, facing each other. The inside of the room smells like rose so you looked around and saw petals of red and white roses scattered on the ground. Soft music was playing on the background which made the whole setting one hundred times more romantic than it already was.

"Shall we?" Suga asked and escorted you inside. He pulled out one chair for you before sitting on his own chair.

A waiter suddenly went inside to serve some food and wine for the both of you before quickly leaving.

"What's all this?" You managed to ask.

Actually, you don't care about what's happening. You're too happy to absorb this. You just couldn't take your eyes off Suga, who still looked nervous as hell.

"I ah... uhm... is this too much?" He asked you and you couldn't help but giggle.

"Why are you asking that?"

"Er... I just thought that, if you would accept my proposal, I'd like to get to know you better right away so I prepared all this. But if you think this is too much, too fast, then..." he trailed off, looking at you warily.

"No, no! This is okay. It's fine," you assured him. Somehow, talking to Suga feels normal. You don't know if it's because you know many things about him from stanning him for too long that makes you feel comfortable talking to him or if you just hadn't get over the fact that he asked you out.

He smiled at you sweetly, making your brain go haywire.

"So... uhm... Suga -" you began, but he cut you off.

"Call me Yoongi. Please?" he asked you and you nodded.

"Yoongi," you said, loving the way it came out from your lips. "I'm just wondering... why do you have to diss me if you're going to ask me out? Why not just ask me directly? Because, honestly, you scared the hell out of me," you confessed. You were really curious about why he would diss you from the very beginning it his confession a while ago just added the fuel to that fire.

"Honestly? I was angry at you. Well, not really angry, but I was irritated."

You frowned in confusion. What?

"But, why?" you asked.

"You see, I've been seeing your performances ever since your group debuted and you always managed to take my attention. But I was not particularly interested. And to be honest, I really don't like your rapping style. It feels so newbie," he said and you flinched internally.

You know Suga... well, Yoongi rather, has a very straightforward personality. That one wasn't a secret to anyone. That's actually one of the reasons why you like him. But experiencing this personality firsthand would have to take some getting used to.

You took a sip of your wine, remembering just now that there was food in front of you.

"But then," Yoongi continued, "I heard you sing. And it was the most beautiful voice I ever heard. I mean, it's not just your voice... the way you sang the song was what caught my attention. But then, I didn't really want to pay any attention to you so I just shrugged it off and tried to avoid your group and you, specifically.

"One day, while my members and I were out, we saw Killer having a fan sign event and I saw how you act in front of your fans. How kind you are towards them. After that, I couldn't keep you off my mind anymore. And I don't want that. I want to stay focused on my music, but that wouldn't be possible now because of you. I guess, that's why I was so irritated at you. That's why I decided to make that diss track. To release all of my angst against you. But when I heard the first track you uploaded, I felt ashamed of myself. Here I am, dissing you just because I don't like how I am feeling towards you while you look up to me. Then, I heard your other track and I was awed. You really did good on that diss track and that made me think.

"I shouldn't be hiding from you and I shouldn't be dissing you. Because the only thing you did was to make me go crazy for you. And after I thought of that, I realized how much I really like you. That I was just making myself think that I was irritated at you to cover how I really feel. so I decided to do this. I know everything is just so fast but I feel like what I am doing is right, so I pushed it," Yoongi explained and it awed you how much he was talking today. You also knew Yoongi wasn't the most talkative member of Bangtan, but he seems like one now.

You were also amazed on what he told you. So that's why he sounded so angry on that diss track. You somehow felt warm and fuzzy inside. Knowing that you managed to catch the attention of the guy you adore was too much to handle. You were smiling so widely your cheeks started to hurt.

"Yoongi," you called him.

"Wait," he cut you off again. "Could you please add oppa?" He asked. He looked like a child asking a favor so you couldn't help but laugh a little.

"Yes, yes, oppa."

He smiled, looking satisfied, before leaning back on his chair.

"So, uhm, what is it?" he asked you.

"Nevermind. I already forgot what I was going to say," you smiled at him and he chuckled. The sound was music to your ears.

You will never have enough of this guy, You thought, staring at him.

"So, uhm... let's eat?" He asked.

"Alright," you said.

He took one slice of beef and gave it to you. You opened your mouth and let him feed you. You both smiled as you chewed, enjoying how natural this felt for the both of you.

~end

I think I ended this lamely. XD I don't know how I'm going to end this, so yeah... sorry. XD

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this 5-part imagine. ^^ Maybe I'll post a follow up fluff for this, just to make up for the poor ending. Haha!

Thanks for reading, everyone! :D