A knock at the door, one fan's dream (1)

Chapter 2: I can explain

I looked up at him, my scared blue grey eyes meeting with his sad bright blue eyes," Chan, I can explain..." I knew he wouldn't believe the lie I was telling everyone, but I knew he would understand," Then explain..." I gulped," I was depressed this summer... I was bullied from the last day of the first week of sixth grade until the last day of seventh, I was breaking down. I started cutting, but I got help, I'm better now... I'm not bad anymore." I whispered the last part, I could hardly talk. I was crying now, I felt arms wrap around me as I put my phone up. I didn't care who it was, I wrapped my arms around them and cried. I felt another pair of arms, and then another, and then another, but that didn't stop there I felt yet another pair of arms wrap around me," Who are we hugging and why?" I heard Andrew Lincoln ask," Our new cast mate just explained something, and it was rather sad." I heard Chandler answer, but forget that I... can't... breath," I..." I coughed," need..." I coughed," air..." I coughed and wheezed," Please..." I say before I fake a black out. I somewhat role my eyes role back, flutter m eye lids closed, and go limp. I felt everyone back away, and I let myself fall into someone's arms. The mystery person laid me down as they all started panicking, I heard someone say CPR and Chandler. Oh crap, I then heard Chandler say something," FINE! I'll do CPR..." I instantly jump off the floor," I DIDN'T REALLY BLACK OUT!!! DON'T DO IT!!!" They all look like a deer caught in head lights, so I laughed at them all." I believe we've got are selves a little prankster." I heard Norman mutter, so I cross my arms and do a little smirk," Why thank you!" I say, I hear everybody laugh. I randomly pull my phone out and go to pandora, I fireproof my one direction plays," I think I'm gonna loose my mind, something deep inside I can't give up. I think I'm gonna loose my mind, I roll and I roll til' I'm outta luck, yeah I roll and I roll til I'm outta luck. I'm feeling something deep inside, hotter than a jet stream burning up. I got a feeling deep inside, it's taking, it's taking, yeah, it's taking, it's taking all I got. Nobody knows you, baby, the way I do, and nobody loves you, baby, the way I do. It's been so long, it's been so long, maybe we're fireproof, cause nobody saves me, baby, the way you do. I think I'm gonna win this time, riding on the wind and I won't give up. I think I'm gonna win this time. I roll and I roll till I change my luck, yeah, I roll and I roll till I change my luck. Cause nobody knows you, baby, the way I do. Cause nobody loves you baby the way I do. It's been so long, it's been so long, it must be fireproof, cause nobody saves me the way you do, cause nobody loves you, baby, the way I do, and nobody loves you, baby, the way I do. It's been so long, it's been so long, maybe we're fireproof, cause nobody saves me the way you do." I shut up and look at everybody, I know I can't sing but I don't care, I have fun," Earth to everybody, I know I'm bad but don't rub it in." I see a table full of taco fixings, so I go ad fix me two crunchy taco with just meat and cheese and eat away. I notice everybody has tree mouth hanging open, so with my mouth full I say " Shut your mouth, you'll catch flies." And walk off after throwing away my empty plate.