UNKNOWN FEELINGS [SEBY]

Chapter 30

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"What the hell sela seryoso ka?! As in babae? Ho-how??" Ate aya asked gulat na gulat sya nang sinabi kong sa babae ako inlove and i'm starting to get very nervous na because idk what will happen after this

"Yes ate,but please! Wag mo muna sasabihin kila mom and dad pati nadin si kila kuya dahil hindi kopa kaya.." sabi ko habang nangingig ang dalawa kong kamay sa kaba

"But sis alam mo naman diba? It's like a law sa family natin na bawal mainlove sa same gender mo right? And for sure if mom and dad will know about this madami silang pwede gawin for you to end that thing asap!" Ate said lahat ng sinabi nya alam kona and that is what i'm scared of simula pa nung una..

"Pero ate.. what if i wanna be with her? What if i-i love her? Do i still have to follow that fckng law? " i said that makes ate lost

"Teka sino ba sya? Bakit sobrang naman ata pagmamahal mo sakanya? Dahil hindi ka naman ganyan dati e" tanong nya

"Si abby.." after i pronounced her name lalong nagulat si ate she even covered her mouth with her both hands

"Oh my god..so kaya pala close na close kayo? Kaya pala kapag andito sya sa bahay parang may something sainyo? I knew it! Nabiktima kaden" She said. So may pakiramdam na si ate samin since then?? What if sila mom din? And anong nabiktima ako? I furrowed my eyebrows para iexplain nya yung sinabi nya

"First day palang na pumunta si abby dito kilala kona talaga sya but hindi nya ako kilala actually. Alam kona lahat about sakanya because naging ex sya ng isa sa mga kaibigan ko, yep you heard it right babaero yang si abby i heard na marami na syang naging ex at popular sya sa univ nyo kaya madami din nakakakilala at nagkakagusto sakanya. I bet you fell inlove sa mga antics nya dahil doon dumaan naging ex "girlfriends" nya so i know you are on that stage right now..papaasahin kalang nya then iiwan kapag nagsawa na sya kaya ngayon palang sinasabi kona sayo na tigilan mona yan masisira lang image mo lalo na marami din nakakakilala sayo sainyo." Ate said i almost forgot abby's good sides when she said those.. i know babaero sya but that 'iiwan nya din ako pag nagsawa na sya' is the thing that comes right into my head kaya bigla akong nawalan ng gana na para bang natauhan

What if that's true? What if papaasahin nya lang din ako at iiwan kapag nakahanap na sya ng bago? And what if.. she still loves the very first woman that came to her life? That's Mari..

Pero hindi na diba? Sinabihan nya na ako date pa na hindi nya na mahal si mari and ako na? Di nya naman siguro ako sasaktan like what she did to her girls before right?

I hope so, 'cause if she does.. i don't think i still can feel this things again into another person someday.

"Hindi ako na offend sa pag amin mo sis at lalong di naman kita pipigilan kahit magkagausto kapa sa aso, kidding! ang gusto ko lang sabihin sayo right now is kung pwede layuan mona sya or maybe kaibiganin mo nalang si abby 'cause i know someday iiyak ka dahil iniwan ka nya and ayokong mangyare sayo yung nangyare sa kaibigan ko" sambit ni ate aya. I think concerned lang talaga si ate sakin and mas may experience sya sakin kaya i know may point mga sinasabi nya.

Abby's POV

It's 9:30 na ng gabi, i've been messaging and calling marsela pero hindi nya sinasagot. Sineen nya nga lang chat ko nung last maybe she's busy with some school works? Kase nga di sya pumasok kanina pero i thought magkikita pa kami kanina but it's ok kasalanan ko naman bakit di sya pumasok