My Mafia Brothers

Chapter 10

I wake up to yelling in Noah's room. I get up and walk out of my room to Noah's room

"THAT WE LEFT HER AND IT BROKE HER BUT IT BROKE HER MOST WHEN YOU, SAM, AND JASPER LEFT HER" I hear Noah yell then I see Lucas and Isaac at Noah's door

"Is that how you feel bell" Lucas ask me. I didn't answer and knocked on the door. Sam opened the door

"Isabella" Sam says

"Did we wake you?" Noah says

"Yea but it's fine"

"Well I'm leaving," Liam says walking towards me

"Liam we aren't down talking about this" Noah says

"Yes we are," Liam says

"Bell do you think we hate you," Sam says

"You told them," I say to Noah yelling a little

"Bel-" Noah says being cut off

"I told you not to tell nobody, I told you that because I trusted you"

"You can still trust"

"So you do think we hate you," Liam says

"Why," Sam says

"Because yall left me..... I was 6 when you and Jasper left, it wasn't even of the week before yall left. I would ask where yall went but everybody would ignore me"

"Bella it was-"

"I DONT CARE IF IT WAS COMPLICATED. When all of yall left I went through hell with mom. Mom drops me off at grandma's house one day and left me there for 3 years when she finally came back to get me the house was a mess, she started drinking and we all know what happens when she drinks"

"D-did she hit," Jasper says coming out of nowhere

"With her hands no but with an object," I say with a laugh "it was an everyday thing with objects if you cough "wrong" she would throw a plate. But see don't get me wrong the next year she got better and she became the mother I love today"

"Isabella we didn't know," Liam says

"Well yeah you didn't knowddidn'tow"

"Why"

"It's been 10 years since I saw yall left and I got over me and mom's pass I didn't want yall to bring it up every 2 minutes or thinking pity of me"

"So why do think we hate you" Sam say "if you're over the pass with mom why can't you get over the pass with us"

"I have...I think I have"

"What do you mean"

"Every time I look at any of you I get this pit in my stomach like I'm missing something, it like in my heart I forgive but my mind is saying don't forgive them. I told Noah that to help me get off my chest to get rid of the pit in my stomach"

"I'm sorry bell I just thought they should no," Noah says

"I forgive you I know that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me, none of you would and I know that know"

"When we left you, we left to protect you but I guess we failed at that" Jasper says from behind me

I walk over to Jasper "you didn't fail me like you said you didn't know I know for a fact that if yall knew what happened yall would have done something. I don't want yall to sit and blame yourself for what mom did"

"We left because of this" Mason says

"Mason shut the fuck u,p," Sam says

"I'm not finna just sit and let her know everything except the one thing she wants to know"