Lauren/You: Escaping Reality

Chapter 7

I woke up early that morning not being able to sleep from yesterdays events. I got up and walked into the kitchen to see Taylor there.

"So you live here now?"

"Oh shut up," she said as she sat on the counter.

I couldn't help but laugh.

"Soooo... what's up?"

"Nothing.. and stop before you say anything else I am not telling you anything," I said knowing where she was going with this conversation.

"I wasn't even going to ask about her," she said trying pull an innocent look.

"You are so full of shit," I said while laughing.

"Maybe I am, but why can't you tell me?" she asked now giving a pouting look.

"Because," you said as you knew it would annoy her.

"Please just tell me?" she said pleading.

"No," you said as you walked away from her.

"Ple-,"

"If you don't shut up I will knock you dead."

"Alright, alright," she said as she raised her hands up in defense. "Well I got to go anyway to see Jaiden," she said as she walked out of the door.

Finally I was alone I went over to the couch and fell over onto it pulling my phone out.

*New Message Hot Stuff*

Hot Stuff: When do you want to go out?

Me: First do you have anything planned?

Hot Stuff: No why? Was I supposed to?

You laughed at the text imagining her panick at the question.

Me: No it's fine, I've got something we can do. Come over at 5 dress casual beautiful ;)

Hot Stuff: What are we doing?

Me: Shhh.. it's a suprise ;)

With that last message I looked at the time. It was only 9. I decided to work on this new song I had for the rest of the time being. After finally finishing the song I saw that it was almost 4. Well Lauren won't be here in about another hour so I guess I could record the song. I hooked up all the equipment and got everything ready to record.

I can't say mo

It's ripping me apart

In a dark room, in cold sheets

I can't feel a damn thing

I lost myself between your legs

Your medicine is in my head

You know I'd rather be alone

But then you call me on the phone

Oh, the habits of my heart

I can't say no

It's ripping me apart

You get too close

You make it hard to let you go

I tell myself I like that

When you tie my hands behind my back

You're confident

I'll give you that

But if you love yourself you can fuck yourself