behind closed doors

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A breath of fresh air
You make it seem like this world has no despair.
You're a poem I can't decipher
Yet you're all those words that I don't get to say.
Lingering stares, your touch is all I crave.
But I don't know if these fleeting moments
Are enough to make you stay.
Be different, have courage, be what you are – I'm told.
They make you believe you're not shunned if you're bold.
I'm afraid, I'm worried, I'm frustrated, I'll admit.
The hypocrisy, the judgement, stop feeding me your bullshit!
What I feel for him, no it's not just a phase–
Those stormy grays are truly enough to put me in a daze.
Maybe you should start putting those speeches into effect,
Instead of calling me normal and then treating me as a subject you'd dissect.
Leave us alone, let us be.
I don't care if he's my saviour or downfall–
Or everything in between.

But then again, I too am a target of hypocrisy.
Simply thinking of what I'd say–
What I'd do.
But this cowardly heart,
It cannot climb that ladder of anxiety.
Because it knows, deep down
Any future I dream with you
Is built on sand.
Because it knows, deep down
This world would rather
Men hold guns at each other
Than hold hands.


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⏰ Last updated: Jun 05, 2020 ⏰

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