Emptiness

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All of the sudden my lifes flashing before my eyes, but I can't speak.

Before I knew it I was at my childhood, replaying a memory that was very traumatizing.

Dad : "WAKE THE FUCK UP."

That sounded so vivid.

Dad : "I SAID, WAKE THE FUCK UP!" He says as he hits me with a belt.

I wake up, knowing what's going to happen next.

My mother was going to die, the only person in my house that cared.

Me : "No! Mom!"

Mom : "What happened sweetie?"

Me : "He hit me." A tear runs down my cheek.

Mom : "Donald I will not stand for your bullshit anymore! We're moving out and I'm filing for divorce."

Dad : "Go ahead bitch, like I'll care. That kid is a bitch anyways."

You fill with rage.

You heard a gun load.

Me : "MOM RUN!"

You hear three shots.

But your mom isn't hit.

Your flashback ends.

You wake up in a hospital bed with your mom and Y/so at your side.

Me : "Mom?"

Mom : "Oh my goodness he's okay. My baby's okay.

Mom hugs me and I start to tear up.

Y/so : "Babe you're alive!" She kisses you and you realize you're back in reality.

Me : "What happened?"

Both : "You shot yourself and had serious head trauma. You had a low chance of survival, but you beat the odds."

Me : "What a miracle, I don't think I really wanted to die after all. Especially when I have such great family."

Mom : "I'm just glad you're ok."

Y/so : "Me too babe, but do you remember why you wanted to commit suicide?"

Me : "I think I wanted to because everything has went wrong so far."

Time skip : 1 year

Authors note : Ok I'm gonna try something here. So I'm gonna do a phone segment kinda like IPhone text format. Let's see how it goes. Bold = them, italic = you

                                                                                       GF❤💙❤💚💓
           6:31 AM
Hey babe you up?
                                                                                                                                               6:31 AM
                                                                                                 Yeah I've been doing football conditioning since 5 whatsup?
            6:31 AM
Dad's in cardiac arrest.
                                                                                                                                               6:32 AM
                                                                                                                                     Oh my god is he okay?
                                           6:32 AM
For now, I'm really worried, this one looks serious.
Babe I'm really scared.
                                                                                                                                                            6:33 AM
                                                                                                                      I'm coming now. Don't worry, I'll be there soon.
                                                                                                                      I love you.

Time skip 3 hours

Me : "I'm here for Y/so's dad's name."

Apprentice : "Ok go into room 110."

Me : "Thanks."

You rush into the room.

Y/so : "You made it. I was so worried."

She rushes to hug you and you comfort her.

Me : "How is he doing?"

Y/so : "He's doing better than I expected. He has a stable heartbe-"

Doctor : "STABILIZERS!"

You watch them taze him with the stabilizers as Y/so starts crying into your chest.

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

You are filled with darkness and despair, As you watch him die, slowly.

Why is this feeling leaving me feel like I've been treated Indecent?

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