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lucas
oh look you added me back i guess you don't hate me after all

me
tell me what u want so i can unadd and block as soon as this conversation ends :)

lucas
dammmm

lucas
it's really like that ;(

me
u have 3 minutes

lucas
ok ok

lucas
in all seriousness i am actually coming to apologize

me
okay? why so suddenly

lucas
because i feel bad?? why else

me
1 minute and 30 seconds

lucas
OKAY just let me explain holy crap

lucas
ik it's hard to believe and whatever but i have genuinely changed and i'm owning up to my mistakes

me
no shit it's hard to believe you literally got into a fight with my friend

lucas
first of all he hit me first

me
that wouldn't have happened if you'd just kept your mouth shut about me

me
not to mention nothing about u has changed. ur still cocky and ignorant and still carry around that 'i'm the shit' attitude

lucas
yes i am the shit

me
yukhei i legit to not want to talk to you if you're not gonna be serious.

lucas
okay i'm sorry minseo i am truly sorry for all the pain i've caused you and i'm not being sarcastic or trying to get back into your life somehow

lucas
what i did was extremely shitty and i hate myself for it so all i want to do is make sure we are okay before i move on in life

me
i really appreciate it but it was only a year ago and i still have nightmares about it lol

lucas
jesus christ

lucas
idk what i was thinking back then

lucas
i guess i just tried way too hard to look cool

me
nothing is cool about cheating on ur gf who did everything they could for u

lucas
i know trust me i know

lucas
you don't even have to forgive me it's just the right thing to own up to the pain i've caused

me
i'm happy that u realized that now it means a lot

me
i don't hate u

me
i know there's so much more to u than what u did to me

me
and i'm over it now i guess. it's just it still kinda haunts me and makes me have trust issues

lucas
you don't deserve that at all

lucas
even when we're thirty and you're probably married you still don't have to forgive me

me
dude lol i promise that'll be the last of my worries when i'm 30

me
it's so weird seeing you be like emotional

lucas
it's weird for me to be emotional but i guess that's growth??

me
ok we're good

me
but promise me the next girl u date u will NOT break her heart

lucas
i promise i won't do such a thing

me
good

lucas
thanks

me
yeah np

me
u can go back to being cocky this lucas is weird

lucas
lmaooo you got it chief

i'm sorry for the late update i just finished my last week of school so i was trying to focus on that before anything else. <3