12:00 a.m
The kids fell asleep and I went to bed waiting for Mattia to come home. He texted me three hours ago 'More boya came over, i might go home late so don't wait for me Princess' but I couldn't sleep if I wasn't with Mattia.
I stood up and sat on the balcony looking out the window. The stars were beautiful.
12:30 a.m
I went back to bed and laid down. I sighed and took my phone out scrolling through our text messages.
Bubs❤️💍
Me: Baby?
11:45 p.m
Me: Tía.
11:59 p.m
Me: Mattia it's late, come home already.
12:20 p.m
Me: Are you okay? Come home already.
12:30 p.m
Delivered
I turned on my side and closed my eyes trying to sleep.
K: mommy?
E: WAKEY WAKEY *smiles*
I smiled at them and let them get in bed with me.
E: Where is daddy?
A: with his friends.
K: they didn't invite you?
A: they're not my friends baby and I needed to take care of you guys.
Elia sat up and gasped.
E: That's not fair, mommy has to go out too! Daddy is going to get beat up.
A: really? *giggles*
E: mommy it's not funny. *frowns* I'm going to beat him up. *smiles*
I laughed and hugged Elia. Khelanni giggled and hugged me as well.
K: Maybe next time you can go out with your friends and daddy has to stay home.
A: yeah baby...
I cuddled with them and they fell asleep after a few minute.
1:20 a.m
I heard the door slam so I jumped a little but stood up quietly. I covered the kids up and went downstairs slowly.
A: Mattia.
M: shhh🤫 *laughs* where are the kids?
A: it's 1 am, cmon.
M: Come here princess.
A: *sighs* your drunk.
M: pffft no that's bullshit.
I rolled my eyes and pulled him into the guest room. I sat him down on the table and started taking his shoes off.
M: your pretty.
A: Yeah, whatever Matilda.
M: Why can't we just make baby #3 right now?
A: 1. I have to go to work tomorrow 2. We're not having another kid yet and 3. Your drunk.
Mattia pulled me onto his lap and kissed me softly.
A: You drove back home?
M: yeah.
A: are you stupid, that could have risked your life!
M: I'm sorry sheesh- hold up what the fuck did you just call me?
I got off of him and put his jacket away.
M: what did you call me Aisha?
A: nothing, just go to sleep.
M: no tell me what you called me.
I turned to face him and he pushed me against the wall pressing his lower half on me. He pinned my arms above my head and looked at me straight in the eyes.
M: I asked you something.
A: stupid, I called you stupid!
Mattia kissed me roughly and started grinding on me. I started breathing heavier but pulled away.
A: we have to go to sleep.
Mattia kissed me one more time before going to the bathroom and showering. I let out a deep breathe and got in the bed.
Once Mattia got out of the shower and changed before coming in bed and cuddling with me.
M: Goodnight princess I love you..
