Random shit: this girl on Wattpad had 4 story's published and 44 drafts bitchhhhh my anxiety could never and the ounce of ocd I got would never 😤😤 |||| Aria I held my head up and just decided to let the tears flow my head went down and tears left my eyes I was thinking bout a lot and I was actually under so much stress I thought about my dad, my brother, me being raped and this crash I felt like 3 out of the 4 things were my fault number one being the rape I thought I got rid of the and I said I did but I couldn't and then my dad What was wrong with me why couldn't he be there for me man ion get why he decided to hate me for his sins or neglect me Finnaly my brother ion blame myslef for him dying but I blame myslef for harboring my pain up about him I missed him so much and not a day goes by I don't think about his smile and how much he cared and loved me
I wiped my face and sighed and kicked at the water I just felt frustrated now with this shit I need to release this anger and built up sadness ASAP I do not wanna go another year hiding how I'm feeling from the one person they really matter to Myself I looked back at ke and he stared at me and bit his lip but not in a sexy way in a nervous way and he held this pained look on my face he couldn't take this pain from me as much as he wanted to but the water was helping I think I'll do this more often I stood up and looked at my reflection in the water and frowned I'm ready to get myself back on track and be a better me I walked over to ke and he hoped off the car kissing my t How you feeling" I'm ready to get myself back on track" I'm here every step of the way" |
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Thankyou baby"I said kissing his cheek as I sat next to him as he counted money on the bed No prob mama 4,888"he said and continued counting I picked up the money the finished stacks and put them in a black duffle bag since he had to make a drop tonight
My phone rung and I looked at it seeing Millie name pop up I scrunched my face up and handed the phone to ke and he shrugged declining the call We had officially taken kairi from her since yesterday and filled a motion to have her guardianship terminated she called my phone back to back after that guess she got served with them papers Baby"I said walking twords him Yes mama"he said and averted his attention to me As he still counted the money Can we go shopping"
Go get dressed ill take you" I wanna start the baby room so I wanna do paint shopping and all that" Aight how long you think that's gonna take" A minute probably" Aight well I'll have joe take you" Ion want him to take me I want you to"
