𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑻 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳(Eros)

107

Kenen
Everything's in place"my lawyer spoke to me over the phone
You sure man"
Yes sir I promise to god"
I nodded my head looking over at bully

Aight man no worries for my family right"
None at all but I do need to know this how did you find out about him being an informant"
Actually my girl pieced some strang behaviors of his together and we strung it together from there"
Thankyou for not handling this on your own"
No problem dude thanks for having my back"

I got you"
Aight"

I hung up the phone and looked around the circle we're joe,bully, and tae sat and nodded my head and tae let out a breath of relief
We covered"I finally said and joe breathed out like he was holding that breath in
Good for now on we do this the legal way"he chimed in

The legal way when it's needed"I said laughing
What this nigga said"bully laughed along wit me
Yea mane when needed been doing crazy shit to long to give it up now"joe said and dapped bully up
So what you call us here for"tae asked sitting up

Now y'all know once this case over things gotta change big time"
What you mean"bully asked
I'm thinking bout putting down the game for a lil while"
The torch never goes down without sparking some more fire nigga"
A said a lil while i ain't giving shit up I just don't wanna be on the front line no more I could've died plenty of times and ion wanna do that no more"
So how you wanna do it"
I told aria I was gonna dead the business but that shits impossible"

So do it like The mob you call shots not fire the shots"tae said and I looked at him shocked
What you know about the mob"
Tv and joe I ain't saying go behind arias back but you can't just leave this life once you in it ain't no escape route"
I know"I said sitting back

So how you want me to set it up boss"
Imma map it out but until then I need yall to keep this to yah selfs"
Noted"
Aight bro"bully said and we all's stood up

I have bully dap and he walked out the empty warehouse Nd then I dapped joe and he walked out
Imma be out in a second"tae said to him and he nodded continuing out the door

My bestfriend don't want nothing to happen to you Kenen she need you in her life make smart and safe decisions not just for yaself make em for her to"
I promise to you tae imma do what I need to do for her"

Thankyou"he said and dapped me up and he left out I rubbed my hand over my face and let out a sigh this life shit is really crazy
My phone dinged and I seen a text from my manager
- survival  tour is set we leave next week-
-for how long-
- no exact length of time just touring out the country also-
-damn aight-
-sorry man last minute-

I tapped the palm of my hand with my phone and clenched and unclenched my jaw this shit was gonna be tough but that's what comes with having multiple fucking life's
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Aria (two days later)
Dad I'm just tired forreal forreal just tired"
Welp get some rest"
I will but how you been"
I'm good my wound healing up fine how's my granddaughter"
She's good kicking my ass but fine"
How far along are you again"
I just hit six"
Oh that's good how's your boyfriend"
He's good out working pops did you and him ever get a chance to talk"
No but we'll get there no rush"
Yea so I heard he's going on tour"

Hm"I said shocked almost choking on my water
Yea he's going on tour for his album the kid can rap"
Yea he can dad you sure"I asked just to clarify cause this motherfucker ain't told me shit nada nothing not even a hint of shit I been mad at him but he still should've told me Imma fuck him up I swear

Yea I seen the touring list on Facebook you know he is really talented he bring back that New York rap"
Yea dad I know"
You ok"
Yea I'm fine I just wanna take a nap"
Ok well I love you and I'll talk to you later"
Love you to"

I hung up Nd sucked my teeth ion know if I could be more upset then I was but all I knew was when I see him imma knock his neck off on everything I swear he can make time for any form of business but can't remember that we was supposed to go room shopping for the baby

And do a bunch of other shit for the baby it's like business comes before a lot of shit lately I know it's a lot going on but I need some time I let him rock out the last three days running around with bully and shit

But bully ain't the pregnant one, bully ain't gonna suck ya dick till ya eyes roll to the back of ya head, I wanna be nurtured and babied and ion know why he don't understand that shit

Ma can I get in the ball pit"kairi asked me I nodded and she hugged my leg tightly and ran to her play room we were at the our house and I missed my baby's so I needed them with me and I had crow and the rest of the crew guarding around the house

I picked yosohn up from my bed and carried him into him and kairi room laying him down
Today I did laundry, cleaned up, cooked lunch and breakfast, and now I was just watching after the kids

I hate to say it but I feel like I do every damn thing and I'm tired and at my breaking point ke don't help me around the house he gone more than he here and I'm sick of it I closed the door and opens the playroom door and kairi was playing in the pin as moana played on the tv

You ok"I asked her
Yes ma I ok"
Let me know if you need anything"

I went in the room and looked in my drawer I pulled out my diary and seen the pages was full Shit that shit just pissed me off more I put it back in the drawer and sat on the bed  my leg shook up and down and I felt the tears falling down soon after

I was crying cause I felt overwhelmed and pissed off I didn't wanna punch another hole in the wall cause the walls was starting to look crazy and my fist hurt badly each time

I didn't have a therapist no more since she was dead thanks to game I felt like the way ke was before angry and upset and just pissed off an just his old ways I was transforming into that and he was cool and calm I felt like I was loosing my shit tryna keep any and everything together but I won't getting the help I was giving

I heard a loud dud and I got up going in the play room and kairi was on the floor crying

You ok"
No I hit my knee"she cried and I helped her up and dusted her off and looked at her knee
It hurts"
Common let's fix you up"

She had a scarp so I'll clean it off and give her a snack to lay her down I brought her in her bathroom and picked her up siting her on the counter I grabbed the peroxide and wiped the cut and then put a bandaid over it

See all down babygirl"
Thankyou"she said and I hugged her and pulled back wiping her face
It's ok you a big girl"

I helped her down and went in the cabinet in there room and grabbed a fruit snack packet and gave it to her

Aria your the best mommy Eva"she said out the blue and I smiled that really did brighten my mood
Thankyou Kai"I said and she kissed my cheek
I take a nap"
Ok I love you"
I love you to"

I got up and walked out and I still held a smile on my face she was so sweet I went back in my room and laid on the bed