CEO of having 25 drafts but only posting every other day lmaoo
Billies pov
We arrive home after the interview and I tell harmony to go play and I put Olivia down for a nap and I go downstairs to talk to storm
I sit on the counter and she grabs us both a water
"So, what do you think baby?"
"I dont know, I don't want you to go because you have a family now"
"But I can't just leave my fans all of a sudden like that"
"You still make music though, and I don't want you to leave us. I can't wait 6 months without you and by the time you get back Olivia will be 10 months old and that can't happen"
"Who said anything about me leaving"
"Harmony has school, we can't just take her away from that for 6 months you do realise how far she will fall behind" she raised her voice a little
"Baby, it's always been my dream to take my kids on tour, it's beautiful and I want them to experience that ok"
"No billie it's not ok, I can't let harmony struggle like that it's not fair"
"This is tour, imagine how people would see me if I refused to go. We have been apart before what's wrong now"
"We are married Billie! The last time you went on tour we had only been dating for 3 months, and that was hard on me I can't even begin to imagine what it would be like now, and I wouldn't be able to cope with 2 kids on my own"
"Look we can take harmony out of school and like I said I've always wanted to take them on tour, my two girls having the time of their life"
"Well what if I refuse to take Harmony out of school, and you can't stop me because she's not your kid, she's mine! And that means you can't tell me what to do with her because she's my child!!" She yells at me at this point.
I just stand there shocked
"Yea, look at me like that what I said was true, and I don't want my child to struggle like that! Why can't you understand that. You only think about yourself!" She runs up the stairs
I go to follow her but thought it was best to let her cool off
I decided to take harmony for ice cream
"I'm taking Harmony for ice cream, be back in a bit" I shout up the stairs
No reply.
I leave with harmony as we go to sit in the car
"Momma?" Harmony says
"Yes bebe" I reply pulling out of the drive
"Are you mad at mommy?"
"No I'm not mad at mommy at all, why"
"Well I heard you shouting and I thought that you didn't love her anymore"
"Harmony, I will never stop loving mommy, it's just we had a little disagreement that's all, we are ok"
"Promise?"
"Promise" I reply with a reassuring smile
We get to the ice cream place and order ice cream
We eat and then I go to the bathroom
Harmony's in the stall while I'm washing my hands
"Hi" a lady says to me coming to wash her hands
I think of it as weird so I just say hi back
"You gonna give me your number or what" she replies
"I'm happily married thanks" I reply
She pushes me against a wall
"So, we can just keep it on the down low"
"Get the fuck of me I'm marr-" she intupts me by pushing her lips against mine
I don't kiss back but I push her of me
"I said no! Whore" I say as I see harmony
I throw her over my shoulder and walk out
"I didn't wash my hands!" She whines
"You can do it at home"
"Why did you kiss that lady, what happened to mommy"
I put her down and get on one knee
"I did not kiss her she kissed me, and don't you dare tell mommy. I will do that" I say knowing she will say it to storm and get the wrong side
We get in the car and I drive home.
I get back and see storm sat on the sofa with Olivia
I go sit next to her as harmony runs upstairs
"I need to talk to you" I say
"Me too, you go first" she replies
"This chick kissed me after I told her I was married twice"
"Did you kiss back"
"No , I pushed her off me and stormed out with harmony"
"Ok" she says and shrugged her shoulders
"Wait what??"
"I trust you billie, I have no reason not to" she says placing a hand on my leg.
"Ok what did you want to say"
"Look I'm sorry for earlier, I completely overreacted, and I didn't mean anything I said. Of course harmony is your kid and I always want her to be, she has your last name for fucks sake"
"It's fine, and I'm sorry too but what do you wanna do about tour?"
"I wanna go of course I do, but I don't want to put harmony through that"
"I already asked my mom if she could homeschool her while on tour and she said yes and she only goes to school 3 days a week and she's ahead of all of her classmates, she's such a good learner and even if she did fall behind she will pick up, I promise."
"Wow you really want this for her"
"Of course I do, I want this for both of then. So what do you say?"
"Yes we will come on tour with you" she says
As she said that I see a big grin come across Olivias face
"Ah, some one else really wants to go on tour huh?" I say tickling her
"I love you bubba, and I'm really sorry I yelled at you like that"
"It's ok, I love you too" I say as I place a kiss on her lips
Tour is happening whoop whoop
Also guys I'm really at a bad time in life
I feel as if everything is going against me and nothing works out anymore
And I'm constantly feeling so shit and stuff
But I'm not gonna go into too mich detail I was just gonna say in really sorry for the late update or bad writing
So I hope you Can Just respect that for me
And I really with my dms would work so I could talk to someone like anonymously
Bye love you ❤️
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