Avengers Soulmates Steve x Bucky x Reader

Ch. 11 "Risking it"

                                                                    Bucky POV

It's been a few days since Alina healed Pietro and a few days since she's been unconscious Both me and Steve have been worried sick I haven't left her side, the only time Steve leaves is to get coffee, 

Right now I'm sitting next to her bedside listening to the heart monitor, the oxygen in her nose, her chest slowly rising and falling, 

I knew it was a bad idea to heal him so soon after she healed Clint, I think she knew that also since she's had this ability since she was young she had to have known, I thought 

                                                       Alina POV

                                  Dream

"Mommy! Mommy!" I cried as I was upside down in the back seat and the water filling up the car, 

My mom unconscious not breathing, 

My arms hanging from being upside down, 

"Mommy please wake up I'm scared!" I yelled as the water began to fill faster 

I tried to jiggle my seatbelt open, but it was stuck, 

But then suddenly I was under water the bubbles were coming out of my mouth as I panicked 

But then the glass to the car shattered 

                                    End Dream

My eyelids slowly fluttered open, I always hate reliving that memory, I look down to see all kinds of wires hooked up to my chest, an IV in my arm and Oxygen in my nose, 

I look to my right to see James reading a magazine and sipping on Coffee, 

Steve on the other hand was standing up looking out the window, with his arms behind his back, I see the sun is just starting to set, 

I closed my eyes for a second then opened them again, how long was I here for I thought, 

I see James slightly look up then back at his magazine, then looked up in shock, 

"Alina!" He said standing up quick 

Steve ran as fast as he could to me it almost looked like he had Pietro's super speed, 

"Are you alright do you need anything?" Steve asked 

"I'm fine," I said with a raspy voice

"Far from it doll," James said 

I sat up taking the oxygen off, 

"How long was I out?" I asked 

"Three days," Steve said 

My eyes got wide, they both nodded 

"I guess I used too much," I said taking the wires off my chest, 

"You knew it was too much but still did it any way didn't you?" James asked 

I looked at him then looked away, nodding, 

"Why?" Steve said 

"Well...they needed my help," I said softly 

"But you still risked it," James said 

I nodded, 

"Why you knew, then why knowing what you were risking," Steve said 

"I couldn't just let him die," I said softly 

"Do you realize how devastated we would have been if you wouldn't have made it?" James said 

"I'm sorry.." I said softly

I couldn't meet their eyes, I was so used to being alone I didn't realize how it would effect the people around me if I put my life in danger, I thought

I felt my chin being lifted by someone's fingers, 

"Just please don't do anything as reckless again," James said making me look at him, 

I nodded, 

"Good, come on lets get out of here," Steve said helping me to my feet,