dancing high

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"well dont. thatd be too much of a waste" jisung said softly,

"hey jisung, i need to go somewhere" somin muttered, fluttering her eyes close,

"huh? where? is it far? for how long?" jisung asked,

a light pang on his chest from somin's confession,

itll be trouble if she goes far and for a long time

"i need to go somewhere, but i dont know where to" somin whimpered,

has she.. gone drunk?-

"whats the question you hate most jisung?-" somin asked, -"for me, i hate it most when people ask me about where i'm going..for college"

-oh

"thing is, i dont fucking know" somin whined,

it hurts him too seeing somin like that,

to be honest, he never really thought about it, about his further education,

more like he never got the time to,

he thought he was well off with being an idol as his career.

"china, australia, new zealand, taiwan, japan,these.. are a long list of countries my parents thought i'm aiming for,-" somin laughed, -" they thought"

by now somin's laugh wasnt the usual laugh jisung found cute and uplifting,

it felt.. sad.

"i'm at fault for actually saying i was interested.. i mean, i am interested but- i dont know, i just dont know" she sighed,

"could you believe that i aimed as high as going for design?" somin laughed, insulting herself,

"i dont know, i dont knoww, im dying, my brain cells are deteroriating, im tired im really tired..,-" somin whimpered,

",- but i didnt do anything big..im doing nothing, why should i be tired? why am i tired? i shouldnt be tired"

"whats wrong with picking a college?" jisung asked,

"its expensive" somin answered instantly

"you're rich. that wont be a problem"jisung retorted, not really expecting such answer from her

"thats my brother's and parent's money"

"...you do know you wont go anywhere with your own money"

"ouch"

"you can borrow money from them and repay them after earning money yourself" jisung suggested,

jisung never saw somin more surprised,

not the type where she has her eyes open wide, and eyes bulging out,

just the "why have i never thought of that" face,

she's pretty smart but she's kinda dumb sometimes

"hey, you should call someone to pick you up" somin ordered, suddenly sober as she sat up straight,

"you know you often act as if you're possesed"

after confirming his whereabouts, it was set that johnny would come pick him up,

"what about you? dont you need to call a ride home?" jisung asked, staring at somin who just zoned out blankly,

"my brother planted a tracking app in my phone again, he knows where i am" somin smiled,

this :] type of smile.

"im sorry for babbling like that" somin said,

"its fine actually, its like you reminded me of the world of the school" jisung chuckled,