entry 10 | tsukishima kei

「 entry 2 」

dear diary,

i got the courage to go up and tried becoming friends with tsukishima today.

keyword: tried.

until i started feeling the flowers going up my throat and had to run to the bathroom to puke everything out.

what is wrong with you (y/n)?!

you had the perfect oppurtunity to at least had some hope with you but you just HAD to mess that up by your deadly disease coming to slowly suffocate you to death.

fuck.

he did ask me what was wrong with me when i got back though. i told him it was nothing.

damn, i've really embarrased myself now.

i can NEVER see his face after this again.

so much for love huh?

i hate this so fucking much.

but i'm for blame. i was never told to love someone who'll never love me back.

life sucks.

i mean, i'd love to just dig a whole and never see the light of day :)

there's nothing quite intresting today except for whatever the fuck i tried to do.

so, for now, i'll leave. goodbye.

sincerely, (l/n) (y/n)