entry 10 | tsukishima kei

「 entry 3 」

dear diary,

the boys volleyball team is going to the interhigh prelims.

i think i'm gonna go and watch, probably cheer them on...?

i sound so dumb.

but we all know why i'm doing it:

tsukishima kei.

how many times have i wrote his name in this?

well he is the cause of me dying, but i'm for blame, of course.

after that incident yesterday, i can't dare to meet his eyes. he must think i'm crazy!

but i've been urging for him just to notice me a little. just a little bit. maybe only look in my direction, that's enough for me already.

so to make up with my urge, i'll go ahead and watch them play!

i've heard about the freak-duo...?

i'm sure they'll bring them (or us idrk) to the nationals. but kei will be a part in it and that's great. that's amazing.

am i lovestruck?

maybe.

am i going to die?

yes.

i guess i won't have to fill out the college paper thing anymore.

i'll die this year and won't even go up to the second year.

i could've like- not come to karasuno, and everything wouldn't have happened.

let's not get dark, okay? i'll leave for today. goodbye.

sincerely, (l/n) (y/n)