His Warm Affection (On-going)

Kabanata 10

In his Condo

It was probably one of the happiest day of my life. I didn't expect things to happen so quickly. Whether others believe it or not, I prevented myself from falling into his trap. I never thought I would be this easily attracted to him. I restrained myself in the very beginning but my heartbeat was out of my control. Naging malaya ang puso ko na para lamang kay Lucian.

From the very beginning of the chapter, I found something really different. I stopped it because I wanted to, hindi ko gustong may pinapangakuang iba and just thought that Lucas was the only one I love. Ngunit tila mapaglaro talaga ang tadhana, it always make its way so that it will make a little bit difficult for me to shoo Lucian out of my sight. When we first ever met, my heart was pounding for I didn't expect.

Whenever I remember events from the beginning of our story, I can't really explain the feeling why. Bakit sa inaasahang panahon makakatagpo ako ng isang tao sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon. I know that destiny hits really different.

Ngayon ko lamang nalaman na kapag mahal mo ang isang tao'y hindi napapahayag ng kahit anong bagay ang nararamdaman mo para sa kaniya. I once said it to my self before that, something is really weird. And I'm not mistaken at the time when I fell in love with Lucian's Warm Affection. And how he could have taken me so easily... Ni hindi ko alam at naguguluhan pa rin ako. Tila kay dali lamang ng mga pangyayari, that even myself is wondering.

Why did I fell so fast when I always convinced myself that I didn't want to? That, Lucas Zayden Rodriguez only. Because he is what I was thinking all the time. But still, I haven't done anything yet because it was my heart that made the decisions. Mas lamang pa rin talaga kung tutuusin ang puso kaysa utak, dahil kahit tuso ang utak, sa huli'y puso pa rin talaga ang masusunod.

Even though my mind is still talking and pushing that I'll choose Lucas... Lucian Theo Rudeigo is what my heart still shouting.

Are things going too fast? I remembered what Miss Trenela had told us. 'Just dance without falling in with your partner'. I was even more bitten my lower lip. I didn't fall for Lucian just because he was my partner. Malamang ay way lang iyon upang lalo kaming malapit sa isa't isa. In the first place, there was something in my system that wanted him back then. Ngunit hindi ko iyon natanggap, na gusto ko siya. So I try to deny it myself.

Noong una ko siyang makita sa bar, I felt something strange and I didn't like it. That is not the effect of alcohol on my system dahil kung sakaling iyon ay naging epekto lamang ng alak, then I would not have answered him now. I was really surprised at him then. Not because he's handsome but there's something in me that I can't explain until now, I just woke up one day that I was full again. He rebuilt me. I felt so light and nobody else could think of, except of him.

Nang mamalayan kong nasa parking lot kami ng SM ay saka lamang ako bumalik sa aking ulirat. Iyon na siguro ang mabilis naming biyahe dahil nandito agad kami nang hindi ko manlang namamalayan. Hindi naman siya nagrereklamo o 'di kaya'y magbukas siya ng bagong pag-uusapan, iyong  aagaw sa aking atensyon. Ngunit, mukhang hinayaan niya naman ako at ngayon ay nakatulis ang nguso niyang iginaya ako palabas.

"Who else comes up your head except of me?" nakanguso niyang tanong.

Nag-isip naman ako ng kalokohan.

A cute smirk draw on my face. "Someone that is kinda handsome..." Biro ko ngunit siya rin naman itong tinutukoy ko.

I bet, he couldn't get it. Nagdilim naman ang kaniyang mukha kaya mas lalo akong ginanahan upang biruin siya.

"Is there someone who's hot like me? Handsome as me?" mapanuya niyang tanong, balak sabayan ang nasimulan kong kalokohan.

Kung iniisip niyang lamang ang kagwapuhan niya sa lahat, wala na akong masasabi pa tungkol roon dahil totoo naman. I can't even deny it dahil makikita mo talaga sa kaniyang mukha, even when he's just leading through... For me, that would be my favourite sight of him. And so far, that's what makes me turning on. I like how he exposed his sharp nose, it was pretty perfect and good looking though.