I don't wanna say goodbye. I just wanna stay but I'm panicking and it getting hard to breathe I'm scared I'm sorry my friends mess everything up and I'm sorry I'm a fucking failure I love you maybe you can stay I love you you are so amazing to me but it all mess up and I feel arwful I'm sorry supper sorry I future is wreck I'm fucking blame myself for leaving the room to get my medicine I should have take my phone but I didn't I hope you see this but I know you might not I love you and crushes you and I'm the worst but I wont give up cause I love you to much to
