Sooooo!! Hi im back after awhile i been battling life it horrible am i still alive barely surviving im trying ok it hard i wanna wake up feeling ok but i cant i wanna get into some trouble but i cant i don't know what to do

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Sooooo!! Hi im back after awhile i been battling life it horrible am i still alive barely surviving im trying ok it hard i wanna wake up feeling ok but i cant i wanna get into some trouble but i cant i don't know what to do