Sooo!! I know nobody will care enough to read this honestly I'm fine with that whoever ready this good job you actually care so I came home I should be eating I'm done doing that no I think I'm done doing everything I went for the help I need that but I'm just failing I feel like I'm not important anymore like I shouldn't be talking I should just disappear and stop talking without a trace but I wouldn't do that I went over to my friends I didn't even have fun because I'm feeling bad everything mine fault yes if you do talk to me I say that a lot but it the truth I'm trying ok trying my best buy I'm doing a sucky job I suck at everything but I'm trying and it may be horrible but I'm trying to fix it if anyone read this I just want you to know I'm never gonna give up or stop trying maybe my walls have to go back up maybe I have to keep my mouth shut I don't know but I'm bored now so yes bye to whoever read this also I'm outside in the trampoline and the chance of me being taken is high because there no fences so who knows what gonna happen to me now bye this might be my last I don't know
