One things I hate is messing up everything why do it do it people hate it like the stuff that comes out it mess everything up I'm sorry why do I even bother writing to all people who hurt by me I'm sorry I'm fucking loser mess everything up ruin everything I'm panicking right now and when I'm panic my voice are gonna come back and I'm going probably die I have a note read maybe this is my last thought I love you all and thank you for sticking around with the fuck up kid maybe it a goodbye
