ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ. ˡᵉᵉ ᶠᵉˡⁱˣ

Two.

Cheerful as always but deep down says the opposite.

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You were always there when I entered the classroom. Your eyes met mine and you butt in my business.

I was the daughter of one of the teachers.

But my father didn't teach my class. Everyone's afraid to get closer. You knew. Yet, you still approached me in every way.

••••

Something happen. I'm bleeding. I'm embarrassed. Warm tears streaming down my face.

"Hey, y/n.. You okay?", I pushed your hands away and stand up on my own.

"Go away, Felix!", The tears rapidly streamed as I cried.

I ran to the restroom and stayed there until lunch. I get my ass out of the restroom and to the canteen. 

I felt a light tap on my shoulder.

I turned my head to see you. Looking worriedly at me.

"What do you want?", I huffed and turn back to the front and continued walking.

"y/n, I was worried. You're bleeding and.. you're crying."

I didn't even glance at him. My heart hurts. I felt like dying. I hate that feelings. He pitied me.

"You're not in a place to worry. You're so annoying.", I said not caring whether it hurts you or not. But, you always smile to me. Everyday when you see me. As if nothing bad ever happens to you.