"woah"(ON HOLD)

13

"just go home tate."
i heard the words come out of his mouth. i didn't believe him.
"noah,"
"just go."
tears began falling down my cheeks.
i ran to my car and sat there crying
why? why did this happen. i didn't do anything wrong.
i started driving my vision blurry from the tears.
i turned into my driveway
almost sick to my stomach.
i ran inside
hey sweethea- tate?" my mom said from the couch
i ran up the stairs to my room.
my safe place.
i closed the door
locked it behind me
i sat in my bed
thomas's sweatshirt wet with tears.
wishing he was here with me, wishing he was holding me, hoping he would call, hoping he would walk through the door.
but i knew he wouldn't.
"sweetie?" it was my mom
"taytum i know you're upset please talk to me."

"mom i just need some time." i softly spoke but loud enough for her to hear.
she walked away, i heard her footsteps stop. then begin again.

i sat in my room for hours, still in my bathing suit. in thomas's hoodie, crying.

i was scrolling through instagram, i got a snapchat notification
it was Kouvr
"how is everything holding up? thomas hasn't left his room since you left."
i started to type but couldn't respond all i said was
"i can't."
it was true i couldn't. i couldn't talk about him, couldn't think about him, i would just break down into tears

i checked the time
1:45 am
i turned off my lights and cried myself to sleep.

hiiii cutiessss!! i known!! sad chapter! i honestly feel really bad for taytum😂🥺. i love you all mad i hope you guys are having an amazing day!! love yaaaa-peacchyyyy💘😘