the boy next door pt 2

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OKAY SO I FEEL REALLY BAD FOR LEAVING THAT ANGSTY ONE SHOT LIKE THAT. SO HERE. TO HEAL YOUR HEARTS.

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truth is, even i don't know what my sexuality is.

i mean, i've dated only girls in the past, but i have to admit, i sometimes find myself staring at boys...

but i never thought much of it. i just thought i was looking at them because... well... is there usually a reason to stare at someone?

anyway, before, i always used to say "i'm straight" because i never considered dating my own gender or someone non-gender.

but now that i've seen so many people in my life, women, men, non-binary people, i wondered if maybe i was not straight.

i went on a date with a girl, to see if maybe anything would happen. if i found myself interested in her or not.

she was fun, i guess, but most of the time, she was on her phone, or complaining about god knows what.

i just brushed it off, thinking that maybe she had a bad day, and that she just needed someone to ramble to.

oh, but it wasn't just that day.

it was practically every single day we saw each other.

i think once she complained to me before actually greeting me like a normal person.

i took her to my home a few share of times, but she always said that it could be better.

to be honest, i don't really like her, and i think i'm going to break up with her.

another thing i noticed was that ever since that girl came back with me, harry has barely made contact with me.

i feel a bit frustrated, because i really like him
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) and well...

i was confuses as to why, so i decided to ask if he was ok.

i went over to his house, and knocked.

after a couple of minutes, he came out with his hair more disheveled than ever, and his eyes red.

had he been crying or something?

"hi" i said with a smile.

"o-oh, hey." he said with a some-what strained smile.

"um, is it okay if i come in?"

he seemed a bit startled, but then nodded, while moving out of the way and opening the door more.

i nodded as thanks.

"so, what's up?" he asked, sniffing slightly, and scratching his eyes, then looking down.

maybe he has a cold or something?

"oh, well, it's just... i don't know whether you're busy or not, but i was wondering if something happened to you. i just, really like talking to you and you make feel very happy. i-i guess." i said, scratching the back of neck.

"stop playing with my feelings." he said quietly.

my eyes widened. "h-huh?"

his head shot up, and his cheeks turned slightly red.

"n-nothing! forget about it."

"no, tell me. what do you mean, playing with my feelings?"

he looked down again, and mumbled something incoherent.

"what? i can't hear you."

"i like you, i said. you're a fun guy, and you seem sweet and funny. but you're not into guys, and well, i am. so when you announced that you had a girlfriend, i just sorta... i dunno, got sad? angry? sorry. i hope i didn't ruin whatever friendship we had."

i stared at him long and hard, before walking up to him, and putting his hands in mine.

his own eyes widened as he realised what was going on.

"i don't know much about you, harry. but you seem cool, too. a-and i don't know exactly how i feel about you, but... what if i break with that girl? i don't even like her that much. i wanna go out with you, so... can i please take you out on a date?"

he was in shock, i suppose, as he wasn't answering.

"um, harry?"

he shook his head, and grinned at me.

"sure. but break up with that bitch first."

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I am so sorry for not posting anything...

I am probably going to post one more oneshot, and until I find the ✨inspiration✨ to continue, this may be the last oneshot.

Sorry for those who were expecting more, and thank you so much for everyone who is reading or has read my oneshots! I feel very happy :D

Hope everyone is safe

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