Confronting Fear

Desire

'Cause you're a sky, you're a sky full of stars
Such a heavenly view
You're such a heavenly view

Sky Full of Stars - Coldplay

Smut warning- the entire chapter is smut. If you're not into that, you can skip without missing any plot points

Ben's lips touched hers and he lost what little self-control he had left. His most primal instincts took over as he ravaged her mouth with his, slipping his tongue in between her parted lips, sliding his right hand down along the wall, laying it against the small of her back, his large palm holding her against him as his left hand supported the back of her head, her silky strands of hair wrapped around his fingers. He felt her hands slip to his waist pulling him closer. He was all too happy to oblige, his growing erection forced hard against her stomach, her soft breasts pressed against his chest, eliciting a low growl.

Their bond was blown wide open, a humming song reverberating through it as they connected mind, body, and spirit. They each felt the other's desire and sensations, their emotions and needs as their auras mingled at the edges.

Rey's whole body ached to be in total contact with his. She slid her hands under the hem of his shirt, gently massaging the sinewy muscles with her thumbs. She begrudgingly pulled away from his mouth, inhaling shakily, his subtle woodsy cologne filling her nose as she wadded the bottom hem of his shirt up over his stomach. Had she really once told him to put his shirt back on? How could she? Thankfully, Ben took over, shrugging it off the rest of the way, but Rey was inpatient, pulling his lips back down to hers, hands in his hair.

Ben's hands found her hips and he attacked; grabbing her ass, lifting her high up into the air, forcing his hips between her legs, pressing her back firmly against the wall all in one fluid motion. She wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around the back of his head, holding him to her. He felt rather than heard her exhale, as if all the air was being forced out of her lungs by his weight. Oh, the things he was going to do to her.

Rey was shocked by Ben's sudden roughness for all of one second, any objections silenced by her tiny cry as his teeth found the side of her neck, sending a wave of pure ecstasy through her body. She tangled her fingers in his hair, silently willing him to never stop. She felt him smile against the taught skin.

The sounds that were coming out of Rey made every drop of blood in his body head south. Her reaction was everything Ben had hoped for, everything he'd ever fantasized. She was putty in his hands and he was enjoying every second of it. He released his teeth and began to lightly suckle at the soft skin, marking her. He released the spot with a final soft kiss and a wicked grin at the red mark already forming. He would be her first and her last. No one else would ever touch her.

Fuck, did she feel good wrapped around him, all body heat and soft skin and smelling like wildflowers. He gave her ass one final squeeze before moving his hands to her waist, grinding his hard cock against the warmth between her hips her as he alternated kissing and nipping her neck and shoulder. She arched against him in response, mumbling curses in several languages.

Rey was hit with one delicious sensation after another. Ben's mouth on her neck sent shiver after shiver racing down her spine in direct contrast to the heat pooling in her belly. As she pressed against him, her breasts dragged across his chest, the thin fabric of her shirt forming an ineffective barrier. He must have realized this as his right hand wandered slowly upward to gently cup her breast, his softly calloused thumb stroking through the fabric, her nipple budding under his touch. The combination of his teeth at her neck, his hand at her breast and his hips grinding against her was almost too much to bear causing her to whimper and shiver uncontrollably. "Ben."