1,2,3,4,5

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1) I hate you

2) I love you

3) I miss you

4) I got you

5) Goodbye

When someone tells me 1, it's because they don't understand me.
When I tell someone 1,it's because they said 5.

People rarely tell me 2, I tend to believe those who do.
I rarely say 2, because most people end up responding with 5.

People usually tell me 3, to make conversation.
When i tell you 3, I'm having sleepless nights worrying about you saying 5.

Can't count more than five people who've said 4 and meant it, but to those who did; 2.
When i tell you 4, I'm risking a whole lot to keep this promise, TRUST ME
And I never wanna have to tell you 5.

The people who've said 5, are the reasons why the sun is sort of dimmed to me. 
The 4s are helping though.

If I say 5, either you broke my trust... or I actually 2, and am trying to save you from myself...
 and my calamitous life.

And.
     Every.
             Five.
                   Kills.
                          Me.
                                 A. 
                                    Little. 
                                            Bit.
                                                 Inside.

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