it's been around a month and me and mattia are
back on good terms and the baby is doing good
"hey valentina i want you to meet someone" mattia said
i got up and went into the living room and seen
a girl
"this is marissa , my personal assistant" he smiled
"oh you must be his sister" she smiled
"no i'm not i'm his-
"marissa is gonna be helping me a lot"
"what do you need a personal assistant for?" i asked
"don't worry about it valentina i'm just gonna go okay? see
you later"
not him calling me valentina and not giving me
a kiss before he leaves
i'm not gonna stress out about anything because of
the baby but the fuck he need a personal assistant for?
if he can have girl friends and act like he doesn't have a
girl friend them i can have guy friends
i got dressed and just started driving around
if he fucks her it's over with
i drove to a cafe and by my fucking surprise
mattia was there with that girl
i didn't wanna start anything so i just went back
home and i trust mattia and all but it's something in
my gut that he's gonna do some dumb shit
after a couple of hours i turned on the bath water and put a bath bomb in it so i could just relax and get my mind off of everything
i heard the door open and it was mattia
"hey baby" he smiled
"so i'm your sister now?"
"val-
"don't val me mattia i've had your back for ever
you almost had me killed because i "broke up" with
you but you can have her?"
"she's just a friend"
"that's what they all say" i rolled my eyes
"look at me" he said
"i'm not in the mood mattia"
"i'm not gonna cheat on you i promise" he said
"why is that your first though about cheating and if you break that promise what's gonna happen"
"i don't want to argue with you right now i said
i'm not going to so fucking listen"
"whatever mattia"
i dried myself off and out on some comfy clothes and
laid on the couch i didn't want to lay in the same bed as
him
i found myself crying because of the dumb hormones
and mattia came out of the room
"what's wrong val" he asked
"nothing it's just hormones that's it" i said
he sat next to me and laid my head on his lap
and played with my hair
"just relax i love you okay? i'm not going to do
anything to hurt you"
his voice always calmed me so i just was sleeping
on his lap
