i needed to go baby shopping so i brushed my teeth
and put some clothes on
"i'll be back" i told him
"see you later"
i was driving and half way there i forgot my wallet
"damn it"
so i had to drive all the way back and i opened
the door and seen clothes on the ground and moaning
coming from the room
i put my ear to the door and my heart fucking
broke
"just like that fuck"
"i'm so close"
"swallow it"
"she's not gonna find out"
"i love you"
i opened the door and felt tears going down my
face
"but you love me right?" my voice cracked
"val-
"the girl who's carrying your baby , the girl who lied
to my dad and the government for you , the girl
who did nothing but love and take care of you and
your shit , the girl who took you back after you almost killed me and had me kidnapped" i was breaking down at this point
the girl wasn't even say thing and neither was
mattia
"your actions speak louder than words and you
saying you love me and that you wouldn't chew him
on me for fucks sake you promised me , that's not love
mattia" i said
"and i'm done , i'm done with you and your bullshit
you told her you loved her right? how long has this been
going on because you don't fall in love over night" i wiped my face
"5 months" he said softly
"5 fucking months mattia , five? i-i can't even
you i'm over this you didn't have to lie your wasting
my time , i'm done with you"
i got in my car and couldn't even breathe the
amount i was crying
i sacrificed so much shit and so many people just
for him and i'm hurt i'm so fucking hurt
someone knocked on my window and i looked
like a wreck
"you okay?" he asked
"does it look like it" i said
"shìt that was dumb i'm sebastian"
"i'm valentina" i sniffled
"why's a pretty lady like you sad?"
"it's a long story"
"i have time" he smiled
a/n
i posted sm today omg
