vinnie wanted to hang out with me so i invited him
over and mattia went on trip with kairi and i was bored
anyways
we were watching movies and after a while he put his
hand on my thigh and i smiled
no what the fuck am i doing
he looked at my lips then back and me and kissed me
softly and i kissed him back
"we shouldn't-
"shh"
he pulled of his shirt and unbuttoned my pants
he pushed my back onto the couch and started
kissing down my body and next thing i knew i cheated
on mattia fucking polibio
i was laying on his chest thinking about how mattia
is gonna react
"y-you should go" i said softly
"why?"
"just go please"
he left and i got in the shower and i started crying
i felt like such a horrible person and let water run down
my body
i put on some sweats and a sweatshirt and laid in my
bed with a blank mind
it's been like a week and today mattia is coming
back today
i heard the door open and flinched
"hey what's wrong" he asked
"nothing just really bad cramps" i said
"you want anything?"
"no i'm fine"
he laid on me and i played with his hair and i felt
like i was just gonna break down
we both fell asleep and i woke up before he woke
up i made him breakfast and stuff
"why are you being so nice" he smiled
"because you deserve it" i said with a faint smile
i couldn't face him so i went into the bathroom and
i was gonna tell him but i just don't know how , he's gonna
react the wrong way
"valentina are you ok seriously" he asked
"yea" i sniffled
he opened the door and hugged me
"tell me what's wrong val" he said
"i-i can't mattia your gonna be so pissed" i said
"it can't be that bad"
"i-i cheated on you while you were gone" i said quickly
a/n
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