𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐧 - [2] ( Hiatus)

03

" Open the door " i said ordering the two aghas guarding Mustafa's door , soon after they opened the door . I stared at Mustafa who was sitting in a corner staring at the wall

" Mustafa " before i can even walk closer to him he immediately got up walking away

" Don't come near " he whispered to himself backing off

" Don't worry i will never something that can harm you " i tried to calm him down with my words but his face was still having a terrifed expression .

" Where is my brother ? " he asked innocently but the reality hit me , i looked down trying to come up with an answer .

" Your brother has passed away " i calmly spoke but he didn't show any reaction until he started laughing before jumping on his bed but the noise was different , he was laughing now .

I breathed heavily as his state made my heart ache and hurt , i started backing off slowly before i left his room .

" his state is worse than what i excpected " i told cennet as we walked away

" He's quiet and he doesn't yell at all , it's just like he isn't there anymore " cennet explained as i nodded over every word .

" I will see Selim , we should talk a bit " i said walking towards selim room but before i can enter the aghas blocked the way

" Valide sultan i am afraid to not let you in , sehzade selim asked for it " one of them spoke

" Move " i said but they didn't listen to me at all until i yelled at them again

The first thing i saw was selim laying ln his bed next to a woman and my blood started boiling

" What is this " i yelled at him making them both flinch , the woman immediately started looking aroun

" Mother " selim stared at me in terror while my eyes pierced right into his soul

" You , go away and later i will take your life " i ordered the woman to go not taking my eyes off selim . After she closed the door behind her selim got up and wore his shirt as i was staring at the floor angrily

" i can explain " he walked towards me panicking but before he can even speak , i slapped his across the face

" Selim how can you ? How can you do this " i asked angrily " How can you sleep with a woman from your brother's harem " i yelled making him flinch

" This isn't right , how can you be so ignorant and stupid to commit such a mistake " i walked around his room trying to calm myself

" He started it first " i immediately stopped in my tracks and looked at him in disbelief

" what do you mean " i asked aporoaching him and he looked at me

" That throne is mine , he took it away from me and you and my father helped him while you ignored my existence , now it is my turn to take away from him what he loves " he firmly said while i was still shocked over what he said

" Do you know how dangerous and poisonous what you are saying is ? " i asked him and he nodded and i could easily see fire and revenge in his eyes

" Selim i love you as much as i love your other siblings and that decision was from your deceased father  , it is what he wanted " i continued " you are playing with fire beware " i put my hand on his shoulder and sighed

" This will never be repeated understand  ? And what happened in here shall stay here " i pointed at the floor looking straight into his eyes

"Nothing will change if murad knows " he scoffed

" Selim i don't want to live in pain again , i am begging you stop doing this and forget about those ideas "  i said one last time before i left him  But my blood was still boiling

" Mother " dilasub called me from behind and and i immediately turned around

" Dilasub , welcome " i smiled at her and she kissed my hand gracefully before we entered my room

" mother i just came from hanzade's palace " sah dragged me with her to the closest seat and made me face her while she was widely smiling

" and i spoke to her " she continued looking down " Hanzade is excpecting a child " she widely smiled and so did i

" This early " i gasped in disbelief as i hugged sah who was excitedly jumping in happiness

" Finally something that can bring me joy " i said happily

" and for me .. i decided that i want to get married too " she excitedly spoke before grabbing my hand tightly