Today i woke up with puffy eyes from all the crying last night , i slept remembering my memories with ahmed and crying made me feel better . I quickly got off my bed as two maids came in massaging my head and hands while i just relaxed .
" Valide sultan where do you want to have breakfast ? " hajar asked followed by two other maids
" Nothing a coffee will do me good " i said raising my hand to the two other girls signaling them to go
Suddenly three other maids came in with different dresses and i chose the blue one before i took a sip from my coffee , i sat down on the chair as beyram agha came to do my hair .
"Good morning to the most beautiful valide sultan ever " he said brushing my hair and i smiled
" Beyram you will always flatter me with your words right " i said putting down the cup and took the cup of water drinking it before giving it to the other maid
" It feels very cold outside " i said looking over at the terrace as two maids opened the door for it
" It is snowing " beyram said curling the end of my hair
Afte he finished my hair i quickly wore my blue dress and stared at my reflection in the mirror
" Mashallah sultanum you look as the twenty past years " she said putting the crown on my head
" i still remember those times hajar when we were inseparable together in the harem and how we were treated " i said putting my earrings
" I am glad you are with me hajar , you and cennet were the only ones who believed in me and helped me go against my enemies . I am grateful " i hugged her lightly making her stare at me in shock after
" My great happiness is when i am with you " she replied looking down but the knocking interrupted us
" Valide sultan , Muazzez hatun came " cennet said paving the way for muazzez to come in
" Come here muazzez " i said handing my hand to Murad's concubine , the one i saw that other day .
After i sent her to murad he immediately fell in love with her and she got pregnant only after seeing him two times and now she was giving birth in two months
" Valide sultan i am happy to see you " muazzez kissed my hand and put it down gently
" How do you feel are you taking good care of my grandchild " i said looking at her belly and she shyly smiled
" Yes of course , he will be healthy and as powerful as his father " she replied with the widest smile , the door opened again revealing cennet
" Good news sultanum , hanzade sultan is giving birth " i sighed in relief
" Let's go sultanum we should see her " muazzez said and i quickly nodded from happiness
" Is everyone informed "i asked cennet while speed walking
" Yes the princes left first with his majesty while dilasub sultan left her palace already and sah sultan is waiting for you " i nodded at her as i walked between the concubines
" May she gives a healthy birth "i prayed loudly as muazzez mouthed amine .We walked towards our carriage where i found sah sitting
" Mother i am very excited to be an aunt " she started shaking from happiness
" Me too , it feels great to be a grandmother " i said then ordered the carriage to move as fast as possible
Soon as we arrived we got off running towards the palace where the door was already opened .
I saw Murad , selim and osman and mehmed talking .
" Mother " they all rushed coming towards me as i looked at them worried and yusuf pasha came along
" Yusuf pasha is there any news ? " Murad asked him and he shook his head
" Your majesty , valide sultan . Hanzade sultan gave birth " one maid left her room and we all got happy as we rushed into the room .
" Hanzade my beautiful " I approached hanzade who was looking at her newborn that i immediately guessed was a boy
" Sister mashallah as beautiful as the moon " Murad took the newborn in his arms and stared at it
" Your majesty please give us the honor and name him for us " Yusuf pasha said looking down
" in the name of allah " Murad spoke suddenly making everyone wear their headscarf
We started reading the saourate quietly before murad pulled the blanket away from the baby's ear
" Your name will be Ibrahim " he repeated at least three times before putting him back into hanzade's arms
" I've waited to see this day " i smiled to them
" Now i am finally an aunt " sah spoke happily " and i am an uncle "mehmed exclamed
" Hanzade my beautiful , we will wait until you get better so we can celebrate right " murad said as she looked over at him and nodded happily
" Yusuf pasha , you can't leave her alone . I want you to keep an eye on my treasure " i said barely holding back my tears