Taste of Heaven

Chapter 009

Jasariah POV
I never and I mean never had someone to make me feel so disgusted with myself

When I got home I close and lock my door I strip down to my panties and my bra and just cried

"Why would he be so rude to me like that?" I ask myself my vision clouded with tears hugging my pillow closer to my weeping and shaky body

I never ask for the struggles I went through, but I'm glad I got them because people like him wouldn't be able to endure half the shit I have

Going days or weeks without food or water, having to ration whenever I did get some food, sleeping at shelters, having to go to salvation army and get some clothes from there just to have them stolen by other homeless people, applying for jobs just for none of them call back unless it was the real shitty ones that barely pay you and have a rude ass manager

I never wanted to strip, but it was my only way out it gave me the money I need to survive

When I first started stripping I was making at least $250, but now with experience I'm making $25,000

I don't even need a job as his assitant since I'm making that much, but I don't want to be a stripper forever I want a good paying normal job

And than I can start dating without being ashamed that a man won't accept me just because of the fact I'm a stripper and settle down and have a family like I've always wanted

Not like the family I was given a whore junkie mother, and an abusive, pimp, drug dealing father

My kids will always know I love them and that I will always protect them and I want their father to be the same

As I slowly begin to stop crying I heard my phone vibrate on my night stand

"Who could this be?" I ask myself not sure how to feel since people usually don't text me or the sad reality nobody calls me at all

I unlock my phone and go to my text messages seeing a (307) 762-3301 number text me

I open it

(307) 762-3301
Hey Ms. Jenkins this is me Ezelle, look I just really want to apologize for Zy'Aire what he said was really out of pocket and I just wanted to check up on you and to see if you got home safely.

I smile reading his text

I texted him back and told him I'll be going to sleep and that I'll text him later

I grab my purse getting my charger out plugging it back up and plugging my phone to it powering it off laying it back on the nighf stand as I take a well needed nap