Lemon's Drawing Journal

well shit i messed up

okay, your probably wondering why a new chapter havent came out..

apparently, i messed up my writing schedule.

how my schedule goes since the past few months was to write in the first week until the second week, either post it on a sunday or friday but not at third week. if you dont understand let me try to rephrase it.

~ • ~ ▪ ~ • ~ ▪ ~ •
week 1: write
week 2: write/publish
(before week 3)
week 3 & 4: repeat
~ ▪ ~ • ~ ▪ ~ • ~ ▪

also at the same time, how my books' chapthers were published? i made it into a pattern. since my tododeku book came out first i'll write it first, and theres fireafy then oumasai..

~ • ~ ▪ ~ • ~ ▪ ~ •
weeks 1 & 2: tododeku
weeks 3 & 4: fireafy
(another month) weeks 1 & 2: oumasai
~ ▪ ~ • ~ ▪ ~ • ~ ▪

kinda smart schedule idea until i messed it up after i try to write the next chapter of my fireafy fic..

i somehow lost inspirations to write the second chapter and mostly procrastinate shits, i thankfully took a little break but it still didnt help.. at the same time the recent idea in the chapter sucks, so i have to restart..

and right now i have little problems:
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1.) since a few days ago while eating my breakfast, i mostly overheard my parents talking about my school, they said my online classes starts at 24th of august, not sure how to spend my last three weeks of freedom (yes i enjoy quarantine shut up) so less publishing then. i'll try to publish if homework didnt flop on my screen.

2.) (i made few excuses, your all probably upset/mad at me so im sorry..) the reason why i put up my asks into hiatus was because its really stressing me out right now, that i have to reply most of your questions and dares. so im probably planning to answer some questions and a few dares, or any other plans i can do.

3.) i confirmed myself lazy, i took an hour or two break then go back to drawing or smth. yall can go grab a shotball on me if you like, i cant control my time.

4.) i do have a youtube channel, im also focusing at that too (if i have inspiraion/ideas to make a meme or skit, i dont make series/mini movies), its still like a hobby to me however i still wanna keep my channel alive. (if you want to subscribe go on)

5.) i do have a few unfinished artworks (either a dtiys/artcon entry or just wanna draw it), im struggling with the recent artwork because of the HANDS (no kidding).

im more on circle hands lmao
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okay thats all, im dying in the summer heat in the middle of a rainy season right now. i cant find privacy either (excluding my room because its hell like a steam room due to no windows but im still okay without those.)

time to go back reading an oumasai fic cuz i dont feel like drawing or writing..

sayonara! have a good day!💕