After you kicked Jah out you've been focusing on yourself. He's called and texted you nonstop for months at a time but you never did answer. You were done with him and although you have feelings for him still you have respect for yourself and a guy getting frustrated because you say no is crazy. You were cleaning up when your phone started ringing. You sighed mentally as you answered.
"Jahseh can you please stop calling me I'm tired."
"Yn please just hear me out."
"Why should I hear you out when you were the one who was trippin? I don't have time for that."
"Look I know I fucked up and did some shit you weren't down with at all. I would like to make it up to you if you would let me."
"Jahseh I'm not sure how can I trust you?"
"You don't have to but please just let me make it up to you."
"...Alright Jahseh you have this one and only shot and that's it."
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Later...
You were making sure you looked nice and left, heading to his house ^^. He said he just wanted it to be you and him with no distractions. It was a start but you still kept your boundaries. You pulled up and got out, heading to the door. Before you could knock, the door opened to see Jah but he looked totally different from the last time you saw him. The once black and blonde was replaced with indigo/purple dreads. He looked like he worked out more and had new tattoos. If you said you weren't tingling you would be lying to yourself.
"Earth to Ynnnn! You good?" He asked, waving his hand in your face.
"Yes I'm good!" You said while grinning.
"Alright just making sure come in."
He stepped to the side and let you in, taking your things and sitting them down for you. You looked around at everything and you can say you were impressed. He's really been working on improving himself ever since the last time you were together. He lead you outback to a nice setup ( a lil idea ⬇️)
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"Wow jahseh this is very nice." You said, grinning softly.
"Thank you I had to do a lil sum sum ya know?" He said while smiling, pulling your chair out.
You sat down with him, ate and caught up with everything. He's really improved everything and you're very proud of him. Your trust issues are still there but they're slowly going away in this very moment.
"Okay so what was all of this for J?" You said while drinking your wine.
"Well...after that day I had a lot of self reflect and realized that in the end I was the one who was being irrational. I was trying to rush things when you weren't ready nor comfortable with that. And why I kept calling was because I wanted to just tell you how sorry I was and that you had every right to ignore me. But I wanted to tell you this in person, hoping that I could get a second chance."
You looked over at him to see that he was being serious. His face showed everything and you were shocked. This was the first time he showed his vulnerable side and he never did that because many of the people in his past used him. You held his hands while grinning softly at him.
"Yes you can a second chance but please don't take it for granted. I truly love you and my love hasn't faded for you but I had to stand my ground in that moment because I will not change something if I'm not okay or comfortable with it. I'm willing to try this again."
"I promise I won't take it for granted and respect your wishes."
He then got up while holding your hand and brung you in for a hug. You hugged him, taking in his cologne that you loved and missed. You hugged each other for while and then looked at each other before leaning in to kiss you. Your heart fluttered as his soft and plump lips were on yours. You wrapped your arms around his neck, forgetting everything around you. You two kissed for what seemed like forever until he pulled away, smirking softly.
"You love and missed me like that mamas?"
"Yes I did now hush and keep kissing me." You said while smirking back at him.
"You sure because I can't promise you that things won't escalate from here." He said while gripping on your butt, biting his lip.
"I'm not gon sit here and lie saying I'm not turned on and not wanting you right now so let's go."
"Ain't gotta tell me twice."
He picked you up and headed upstairs to his room, laying you on the bed. You bit your lip as you watched him undress you and himself. Everything on him just turned you on more and more. His chest down to him just made you crave for him.
