Shigiraki x male reader

flash back

This is almost all a flashback I will say when it isn't
"Wow you really are pitiful aren't you" "yeah, he probably goes home to his mommy and cry's about ' the mean bully's at school'"
"What do you know about my mom" I said poison dripping from my words
"She probably wishes she got an abortion, haaaahahaaa"
"ENOUGH, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HE DID TO ME"
"What did she hurt you, yo couldn't even stand up to her"
"Do you really want o know what she did to me... and what I did to her" my voice darkened "yeah, tell me what a wimp like you did to her"
"First,she abused me same with my dad, my whole life I got beat burned and when my Quirk developed it got worse. They beat me even more and they said I have a girl's Quirk and they would lock me in my room for weeks on end with no food no entertainment no blankets no mattress, this all happened untill I was 10 years old. They kicked me out because I called the cops. Buti got revenge" my bully's were standing there snickering "you disserved all of that if you ask me"
"I think our should have had more"
"Yeah, well keep telling us the 'story' or your sad life"
"My revenge... I say they disserved it-"
"Well tell us you disappointment"
"I killed them"
"Yeah right you can't even beat us up" that's it. I swung and punched the group leader, he fell back "oh you brat!"
"Dude be careful he literally just told us he killed his parents"
"Yeah right I'm going to kill you" te second one said, he started using his Quirk (it was basically Bakugos but his hole arm) I kept dodging. And then I ran away. I kept running, untill I felt I was far enough away until a hero stopped me "damn boy you have a nice ass~, can I touch it~"
"No get away I'm only 15"
2nd POV ⚠️trigger warning: rape and self harm⚠️
"Perfect~" he grabbed you and pulled you into a ally way"nO LET ME GO"you kicked and bit him, he threw you on the ground "stop struggling bitch" he used his Quirk (he can make is so you can't move )
"Stop get away from me" he got closer only inches away from your face, "you are going to regret saying no" he kiss you . You were screaming at him to stop . He grabbed your pants and pulled them down and took of your shirt. He moved down to your neck leaving hickeys as you were crying and screaming "shut up"he hissed  he covered your mouth and he pulled your underwear and wiped out his member he turned you over and pushed him self in  "ahh~ damn your really tight" you were crying it hurt so much, his pace picked up aa he slapped you and pulled your hard almost pulling It out . He pulled out only to ram in seconds later "please stop, it hurt " you cryed out as you bit his hand "why would I do that~" he started sucking on your neck again ."damn I'm about to cu-m" he pulled out and released his Quirk and pulled up his pants "if you tell anyone I will find you" he left you naked crying and sobbing not able to breathe. You stayed like that for half an hour until you got up "It hurts to walk"you cryed out as you put on your clothes and left limping to your 'house'. You flopped  on the old couch and cryed your self asleep in the morning
Your POV
I woke up with a stomach ache head ache and..... Hickeys all over my neck and bruises on my mouth "it hurts to walk" I got up and toke a shower (you were looking into the mirror naked) "I'm so ugly" I looked on my thighs and arms and saw the cuts "were is my knife " I went to the cabinet and got the small razor blade "1...2..3... Those are for letting that happen 4...5...6..7 those are for being ugly 8...9...10 those are for being a waste of space" my arm was covered in blood it stung. I got into the hot shower "ouch hot water and cuts don't mix" I hissed I cleaned my body and got dressed in my uniform
I skipped breakfast and left At school
I went to class head him low the hickeys were showing I tried to cover them the best I could "Mr.L/n why are you late? And why do you have bruise on your neck?" The teacher said I couldn't hold it In I broke down and stared shacking and crying "L/n go to the counselor now and tell her" with that I ran ran all the way to the counselors office "Mr.L/n nice to see you- why are you crying are you okay"
"N-no I-I-I-I g-got r-r-raped y-yesterday"I choked out "oh honey come take a seat.. do you know who did it?"
"I-it w-as the p-pro freeze"
"Oh dear, yesterday you said, when did it happen, can you tell me the events tht happened untill it happens"
"I-i was g-getting bullyed and I ran away from them t-them he catcalled me i-i told him I wasn't interested t-then he g-g-g-grabbed me a-a-a-and then he r-r-raped me" I started crying again  she filled out a form and called someone "okay honey I want you to come back here at lunch, you can go back to class now" she gave me a pass and I went back to class and sat down, I didn't pay attention at all I just laid my head down and silently cryed.
The bell rang signifying that lunch started, I was walking to the counselor until my bully's arrived "look it's the one who got raped"
"I bet he used his Quirk,I mean the pro freeze he is like so hot why would he do it with you?"
"Yeah what are you a villan?"
"Yeah a hottie wouldn't even look at you"
"Yeah he just uses his Quirk"
"Tch, of course he did"
"He probably made it up and fucking used a suction cup to make fake hickeys"
"Yeah"
I got up and ran ran out of school all the way 'home' and dumped out my back pack. And put in 2 outfits my blanket and other necessities and got my knife, I ran away I ran to the train and left the city. End of flash back
"Y/NNNNN, WAKE UP!!!!" Toga screamed in his ear "are you okay you were crying in your sleep?"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine"
"Well does sound like that you slept from like 2 days straight" she bounced around the room looking around "yeah I'm fine…"
"Well shiggy wanted me o get you, we are going to go on a mission"
"Ok I will be down soon"

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