Four Years Gap

Chapter 3

GREY IVAN EMANUEL

Habang nasa loob ako ng kwarto hawak ko yung cellphone ko. Inaantay baka tatawag o mag te-text si gracie sakin kapag nandito na sya

-Knock Knock Knock!-

Inangat ko naman yung ulo ko at tinignan yung pintuan. Nag dadalawang isip kung papasukin koba kung sino yung nasa labas ng kwarto ko

"Come in....." mahinang sabi ko at bumukas naman yung pintuan

Nagulat naman ako nung nakita ko si gracie pumasok sa kwarto ko. Tinignan nya ako at ngumiti ng mapait

Kahit anong tago nya ng pait sa ngiti nya kitang kita ko parin yun. Pero hindi kona pinansin yun

Tumayo ako na parang hindi makapaniwala na andito sya ngayon sa kwarto ko. Dahan dahan naman akong lumakad palapit sya kanya at yinakap sya

"B-ba't di mo sinabi sakin kung san ka pupunta? I was worried about you babe... are you okay...?" Malambing na sabi ko sa kanya at hinaplos ko naman yung pisngi nya at ngumiti

"Babe....?" She looked at me her eyes full of guilt and sadness

"I'm sorry...." sabi nya at yumuko

Bakit... anong nangyare sayo..... babe.... did I do something....?

"Ba't ka nag so-sorry babe...? Wala ka namang ginagawa ah?" Please sana hindi to kagaya ng iniisip ko...

I don't know if she'll break up with me or not. I'm scared of what she's gonna say

"I think we need to break up...." malumanay na sabi nya at napahinto naman ako, i let go of her and took some steps backward

Did i just hear that right? She must be kidding i know that she loves me and this is gonna be one of her pranks. She loves pranking me most of the time and i know this is one of it she's acting again HAHHAHAHA

"Stop if babe i know this is one of your pranks again I don't know why you're still pranking me HHAHAHAHA" hindi talaga ako naniniwala sa kanya

"Grey please.... i wanna break up with you... I don't feel the same.... i lost feelings for you... I don't want to be with you anymore. Your suffocating me your always protective! I can't do what i want! I can't wear what I want! It's annoying for me to always tell you what I'm doing! Where i am! I'm tired of obeying your rules that I didn't even agree on! I'm tires of being with a boring person like you!" Sigaw nya sakin....

I-i can't believe this... lahat nang makaya ko binigay ko sayo... oras ko... pagmamahal... pag a-alaga... pagkain... pera... atensyon..... pero bakit kulang pa...??

"Was there something i did babe....? Kulang ba yung mga binigay ko sayo...?? Kung kulang sabihin mo naman sakin oh.. wag kang ganito hindi ko nakikita sa kinabukasan ko na wala ka please naman oh!" Mangigiyak konang sabi

"No you didn't.. i'm tired of you grey... I'm really sorry... i-i also..." she didn't finish her sentence i looked at her in the eye and saw her eyes full of guilt

She looked like she was thinking twice before saying what she was gonna say. The look on her face I don't know what to feel

"I CHEATED ON YOU!"

I froze... I don't know what to say, i can't believe that she did this to me, we were together for almost a year and a half and now she cheated on me....?

"W-why did you cheat...?" I said while holding back my anger towards her

"I didn't feel the same anymore i lost feelings...." damn this girl

"So why didn't you tell me?! You could have said that you don't wanna be with me anymore! Is it that hard to tell!? You choose to cheat behind my back instead of saying the truth!?" Hindi kona napigilan yung galit ko

"Because i hate you!! I don't care about you! So why bother telling you if your just wasting my time!!
I lost feelings a half way through this relationship!" Half way....? She lost her feelings towards me halfway through our relationship....?

"Yung mga sinabi mo kay amber... ano yun..? Yung mga pananakot mo sa kanya...? Yung sinabi mong nag seselos ka sa kanya kaya blinock mo sya sa acc ko... ano yun?" Tumahimik sya at tinignan nya ako

Umiiyak narin sya sa mga sinabi ko. Ngayon hindi ko alam kung anong magagawa ko sa kanya

"Lahat ba yun parte ng palabas mo ngayon? Para mapapaniwala na mahal mo ako?" Dahan dahan syang lumapit sakin

"N-no! Hindi yun palabas! I-i was really jealous! I don't like her every time she's near you!" Saad nya

"But you don't have any reasons to threaten her. Ako na nga mismo yung nag sabi na lumayo sya sakin eh hindi paba sapat yun sayo? Kailangan mopang takutin yung bata? Ano kaba naman gracie! 12 years old palang yun! She treats and see's me as her older brother! Pero kahit anong sabi ko sayo hindi mo man lang ako sinubukang intindihin!" Tumulo na yung mga luha ko hindi kona napigilang umiyak sa mga sinabi ko

Halos lahat pala sa relasyon namin peke lang.... hindi nya naman pala naramdaman yung pag mamahal ko

Ang kapal talaga... HAHAHAHHA tapos ganun pa gagawin nya... yung kaisa isang tao na alam kung pano ako i comfort tinakot nya pa

Pinili ko na nga mismo na lumayo sa kanya para matigil na yung pananakot nya pero wala hindi parin

~FLASHBACK~

"Babe cr muna ako ah? Paki bantay ng bag ko" saad ng girlfriend kong si gracie tumayo naman sya at lumakad papuntang cr

Maya maya na kita kong nag vibrate yung cellphone nya kaya kinuha ko naman yun at tinignan kung sino yun

Amber sent you a message~

Bakit nag u-usap silang dalawa...? Hindi naman sinabi sakin ni amber na close pala sila ni gracie

I opened her phone and went to messenger. I opened amber's chat and didn't expect this

Gracie
     Can't you stay away from my boyfriend? Ang bata bata mopa nilalandi mona yung jowa ko

Amber
    You do know that i only see him as my older brother right?

Gracie
     Pwede ba? Wag kana ngang mag maang maangan jan? Alam ko namang gusto mo si grey eh! Yan lang sinasabi mo dahil alam mong ayaw nya sayo! Yan lang yung way na nakikita mo para makalapit sa kanya!

Amber
    Alam mo ang weird mo your so weird

Gracie
     If i see you with grey again? I swear I'll spread rumors about you dating him behind my back trust me

Amber
     What!? Ano bang ginawa ko sayo!? Are you that immature!?

Gracie
     Oh stop acting innocent amber once i see you with grey again? I won't hesitate!

What the fuck.. gracie... why..?

~END OF FLASHBACK~