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Camila POV

I woke up in a dark room to a monitor beeping loudly making my head hurt I looked to my
Left to see the screen monitoring my heart rate

I then looked down to my arm feeling a familiar feeling I pulled the blanket away from my arm to see a needle lodged into my arm

The feeling of numbness and relaxation was there the emptiness I was feeling was now gone only feeling the needle that was injected into my arm

I laid in my hospital bed looking over at the clock ever ten seconds it was now the am but it was still vary dark

I tried to remember what happened before I got here then I realized

When I got to Derek's I ran to the doors knocking as soon as I reached it then knocked a few more time

No answer I was just about to leave till the door finally opened and I was met with his cousin who I haven't seen in months

"Camila....what are you doing here" she asked surprised to see me

"I need to see Derek I need to talk to him about something important just tell him get his ass up" I joked trying to hide my sadness

"I'm sorry Camila" she told me looking at me sadly

"Why" I asked her looking around the house to see his cars parked in the drive way

"Camila Derek's is gone he died from an overdose not to long after you left for rehab" she told me with a tear running down her face

I dropped to my knees and sobbed I couldn't believe he was gone just like that I didn't even get to say goodbye or hangout with him one last time he was my best friend

"Why" escaped my lips not directed to anyone but myself I was alone Derek was my only real friend that I trusted with my life and now he was just gone

"Your Lying" I yelled as more tears feel from my eyes not wanting to believe he was really gone

"I know it's hard Camila trust me I went through missing him to but if you don't believe me he is buried uptown in the Grass Hill cemetery" she told me I ran jumping on my bike to head over there

I raced to the cemetery trough the empty roads with tears still falling down my face blurring my vision

To get there faster I took the straight road I was passing a intersection till I heard a loud honk and everything went black

Now that I remembered the reason for me being here I sat looking down at my leg witch felt restricted and sure enough I had a black cast around my leg

But my head was the thing that hurt the most I had bandages on my arms and most likely from scraping the floor

My eye lids felt heavy i laid back down in the hospital bed and let my eyes shut closed I felt my body relax into the bed letting myself fall into a peaceful slumber

Lauren POV

It was the morning after I accused Camila of using again I know I should have I just have all these emotions I can not contain

I know it was messed up and I shouldn't have accused her of using without any evidence but she has given me many reasons not to

I went downstairs to enjoy breakfast with my family I sat in my usually spot realizing my mom had set out another plate for Camila I simply stood up and put it away since she wasn't here or coming

"Camila won't be joining us" my dad asked confused as he helped my mom set breakfast up

"No I think I messed up dad" I told him knowing he liked to check up on Camila's well being here and there

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