Camila POV
it was my first night sleeping in the pool room I felt cold but my body was physically sweating my stomach aches craving the drug I yearned for
I tried to stay laying down but my body didn't let me I walked out the room hoping to sneak out the house unnoticed but as soon as I left the room I was met with Laurens dad with a stern look on his face
"Get back in there Camila I'm going to be here all night" he said with a stern look I walked back in the room and tried my hardest to fall sleep
It was the next day I felt so bad my head was pounding i waited for Lauren to come down to spend time with me I missed the older girl more then I should
I laid down watching Thor trying to keep myself occupied until I heard a knock at the door I sat up pulling the blanket around my body feeling the cold air come in as the door opened to revile the girl I loved
"Hey baby how you feeling" she asked as she walked into the room
"Just a little cold" I said followed by a shiver
"What are you watching" she asked sitting on the end of the bed
"Thor" I answered our attention going to the movie i looked over at Lauren she just sat there but I wanted her way closer
"Can you lay with me my love" I asked hoping she would lie down with me
"Yeah just until breakfast thought" she said laying down i wrapped my arms around her and I pulled her close missing the feeling of having her in my arms I fell asleep shortly after considering I got no sleep what's so ever
"Camila" I heard opening my eyes
"Breakfast is ready" Lauren told me making me gag almost I had no appetite
"I'm not really hungry go ahead" I told her but she didn't budge
"I'm not going without you" she told me crossing her arm
"Yes your are I know you and the baby are more then hungry so go I don't want you in here right now" I told her trying to get her to leave I know I was being mean but she has to eat in order to keep her and the baby healthy
And with that she left the room tears fell from my eyes I couldn't stop them I didn't even know why I just felt sad
I laid back down in the bed teeth chattering from how cold I was as snot dripped out my nose
Lauren never came back I was laying down covered in my blanket when I felt my stomach ache it felt as if I was about to vomit
Until I ran out to the hallway bathroom emptying my stomach
I felt hands come and pull my hair back from my face as I vomited till I couldn't anymore
"Fuck" I said sitting down on the bathroom floor out of breath
"Are you okay" Lauren asked me
"It's just withdraw my love" I said standing back up to go back inside the room
I laid down feeling my skin crawl just walking to the bathroom made my legs feel as if I just ran ten miles back to back I felt exhausted So I fell asleep
It was my third day and it was by far the worst I stood awake vomiting every ten minutes I felt as if I was dying while my teeth chattered louder then my thoughts
I could take it anymore I stood up ready to leave Laurens house I couldn't take this feeling anymore
I walked out the door and past Lauren's dad
"Kid if you know what's best for you you'll get back in that room" he said trying to catch up to me
"I need it" I yelled at him as he grabbed me picking me up and taking me back to the room Lauren then appears in the room as her father leaves giving us some space
"Camila calm down baby" she said sitting next to me setting her hand to rest on my cheek as she wiped the tears that fell from my eyes
"Can you hold my hand Lauren It hurts it hurts so bad Lauren I'm in pain" I cried out feeling tears streaming down my face as my Stomach cramped causing me to grab the bucket that was near the bed and vomit what Lauren's father had made me eat for lunch
"Please Leave me alone Lauren I don't want you to see me like this" I told her putting down the bucket of vomit
I laid down facing away for Lauren not wanting her to watch me suffer as I clutched my stomach in pain
I shivered from how cold I was I felt like no matter how many blankets I had I would still be cold
"Are you cold Baby" she asked me
"Just a little bit I'm fine really you should go back to sleep" I told her moving closer to the wall wanting her to leave hating she had to watch me suffer
I then felt arms wrap around my body and a little bump touching my back
"I'm not leaving you" was what Lauren said as she held me tears falling from my eyes
"I'm sorry" was all I said feeling bad I have to put her though this
And with that I fell asleep with Lauren's arms wrapped around me
When I woke up Lauren was gone I was felt sad alone in this empty room I stood up my legs feeling like jelly almost falling
"Fuck" I say sitting back down trying to calm my breathing as tears streamed down my face I hated feeling this way I hated being alone I wanted Lauren down here with me
I sat there crying I didn't even hear Lauren's father open the door
"You okay kiddo" he asked
"Ahh you scared me" I told him wiping the tears that fell from my eyes
"But yes I'm fine" I told him laying back down facing the wall hoping he would leave me alone the only person I wanted to talk to was Lauren
"Okay well Lauren told me to come down and ask if you would like to go with her to a appointment for the baby" he said and with that I whipped my head around
"Yes, yes please" I told he witch caused him to smile
"Okay well if you'd like you can go up there to tell her yourself" he said as he left the room
I got up quick instantly regretting it feeling light headed but I pushed myself walking out the room and up the stairs
I was exhausted when I finally got up the stairs and to Lauren's room then I knocked on her door
I heard shuffling behind the door then finally my girlfriend opens the door reviling herself
"Hey baby" she told me opening the door for me
"I want to go" I told her quickly witch caused her to chuckle
"Yeah I knew you would but are you sure you still don't look you best" she told me truthfully
"Yeah I want to Lauren I don't care how I look, please Lauren" I begged wanting to go so bad
"Okay babe well how about we take a little nap you look physically exhausted and the appointment is not till later" she told me causing me to look into the mirror seeing how right she was I had dark bags under my red eyes from crying so much
"Okay" I told Lauren following her request I got into Lauren's soft bed taking a deep sniff of the blanket smelling the lingering scent of Lauren I missed being in here
Lauren laid down soon after pulling the blanket over us I warped my arms around her leaving my hand to rest on the visible baby bump she had
"I love you" I told her kissing her neck
"I love you too baby" she followed and with that I fell asleep faster then you could say sleep
