Its been a week since Cat passed. We had her funeral two days ago. My dad wants me to stay home but I keep telling him that I will be fine. After all he has the guys watching me! I sighed and looked at the tv. I was watching TMZ since nothing else was on. I still haven't answer Niall, only because when I took the guys some coffee this morning James asked me out. I have no clue who to choose. I like them both. Torn between Two I stood up and went to change. It was about 7 pm so I put on a sweat shirt and jean shorts. I put my phone and some money in my sweat shirt pocket and put my flip flops on and got in my car.
When I got the beach I left my shoes in the car and walked along the shore line. It was relaxing. Cats words echoed though my head. Mommy said to follow your heart not your mind when it comes to love. Follow my heart. Well then my heart will take me to James's house or Niall's hotel. But first I finish my walk on the beach.
I got back in my car and started it up. "Lets see where my heart takes me"
