goodguyfitz (oneshots)

navy blue

he hasn't been the same since you passed away.

although it was common for him not to post or stream he hasn't been on any social media for two years now...

he doesn't even talk on the podcast as much as he used to because you aren't there sitting close by watching him like you used to do

numerous bangs came from the other side of his door, when he wouldn't open the guys would attempt to open the locked door to only fail, nothings changed

"fitz, open the door please!" swagger shouted

he sighed, eventually giving up. he got out of his messy bed and opened the door "what is it." he groaned obviously annoyed

swagger frowned and allowed himself into cameron's room helping him clean up even though he knew it was only a matter of time that cam would mess it up again

when swagger put the last pillow on cameron's bed he looked up to see him staring at the floor wearing his favorite hoodie that you bought him, having the hood on to cover his face as tears continuously fell from his eyes

finally getting words out cam mumbled "i miss her..." which allowed small sobs to escape his mouth as he struggled to catch his breath

soft knocks came from the door, someone else came walking in "hey fitz, how about we go out... maybe to clear your mind a bit?" toby suggested while rubbing his back softly

swagger left the room leaving him and toby alone "get dressed, we'll come back up to get you in a bit." toby told him as she hugged him to surprisingly get a small hug back

once she left his room cameron showered, grabbed some jeans then looked through his closet to not find anything

he sighed softly as he walked to your room knowing you would always steal his clothing and would tell him that if he wanted them back to get them from your closet

but it wasn't the same since you were gone

he didn't have to knock on your door letting you know that he was about to come in, he didn't have to argue with you about stealing back his clothes because you wanted to wear them, he couldn't ask you if he could spend the night in your room and you couldn't ask him if you could spend the night in his

you weren't there anymore.

all those memories that you created together couldn't be continued.

he slid the closet door open and grabbed your favorite hoodie of his which was in your favorite color navy blue. just seeing that color made him melt on the inside, he wanted to cry but he made an effort to keep it in since the guys wanted to take him out to clear his mind.

he looked around your room and saw a polaroid picture that was taken of the two of you when he gave you your promise ring.

looking at that picture made him have to take a deep breath to keep his tears from falling, he frowned as he remembered that he was wearing your ring on a necklace.

he took one last look at your room, closed the door then made his way downstairs.

"you want some water?" mason asked him as he opened the fridge to grab a drink for himself but seeing as his friend was hurting he wanted to ask

fitz glanced at the fridge but looked away immediately "fuck" he groaned and hid his face

confused mason, he opened his soda, and before taking a drink he asked him "what's the matter?" forgetting that there were pictures of you and the group on the fridge

even a whiteboard with "i love you all!" written by you on it

his breathing became heavier as he couldn't keep his tears in any longer

"everything reminds me of her, i can't stop thinking of her." he cried

mason hummed "what about... this trash can. do you think of her when you see it?" fitz rolled his eyes at masons attempt to make him laugh "oi, not funny mace." ryan said instantly almost as he knew that mason was going to say something stupid

mason put his hands up in defense "i'm sorry, i miss her too mate. i was just trying to make you laugh."

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the group went to a cafe then walked to the nearby boardwalk to sit down and talk

as they joked, cam was enjoying himself and added into the conversation from time to time or laughed at the jokes that were told.

matt nudged cam softly and asked "hey, you feeling any better?" he looked up from fiddling with his necklace and shrugged "a little." cam muttered

"i just miss her a lot you know..." he said for the millionth time, but that didn't bother anyone.

they knew that he truly meant it.

"it was shocking to see you settle down. we were already planning out your wedding." ryan joked which surprisingly caused fitz to chuckle

fitz shut his eyes enjoying the cool breeze on his skin and filled his thoughts with memories that you shared together causing tears to fall from his eyes just for him to quickly wipe them away with his sleeves

"cam, there's a butterfly on you..." toby said

he opened his eyes to see a navy blue butterfly moving around on his knee "it's her favorite color..." he whispered softly trying to hold back tears that he felt forming

toby shyly talked "you know what the say about butterflies and how if they land on you they could be a message from loved ones." swagger nodded his head confirming that what toby said was true "i heard about that."

cameron smiled with tears falling down his cheeks

"what if it's y/n trying to tell me something." they watched as he placed his finger in front of the butterfly and it slowly climbed on it

"let's try something," he said

he placed the butterfly on masons shoulder only for it to instantly fly back and land on his knee. so he tried again, on the rest of the guys just to see if it would come back to him, and it did.

he smiled and wiped his tears from his face knowing that his soulmate was still with him.

"yup, that's most definitely y/n." mason snickered