This was the most fun I've ever had... (Phan)

Cold hands, warm hearts

*****Warning!! Might be triggering to some!! It is mildly explicit, read at your own risk*****

~Phil's pov~

"Is that him?!" Chris asked urgently.Chris was asking me tons of questions after witnessing the small stare down Dan and I had shared just a few minutes before he ran out of the cafeteria, while hiding his face with his hands. I sighed.

"mhm.." I hummed, never tearing my eyes away from the cafeteria doors. Honestly I was just hoping to see if he would come back in or something, but I had no such luck.

Jesus christ he was something. Everytime I see him, I just can't help but to feel something. Something so new, and alien. Dan's such an interesting person to observe. Every little thing he does seems like the most fascinating thing in the world to me. The way his dimple appears on his tan cheeks when he smirks, (not that I've ever seen him smile) the way one of his eyebrows twitches upwards when he makes a cheeky comment. The slight curl of his hair in the back, where I believe he forgot to straighten it properly. The way his collarbones perfectly shape his chest and complement his usual dark choice of clothing. Or the way he bites his lip while thinking...its unexplainable really.

"ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME?!" Chris yelled at me, snapping his fingers in front of my face. I turned to Chris and blinked three times.

"..What?" I asked confused. Chris sighed dramtically and facepalmed.

"Look Phil, I know you have a crush on the guy. I get it. But this isn't just some guy, this is Dan--as in 'Danisnotonfire'?!?" Chris excalimed. I rolled my eyes and pouted. I picked at the sleeves of my space coat.

"I knew I shouldn't have told you.." I muttered, to which Chris straight out gawked at me and frowned. Pure concern and sympathy shown in those shiny dark green eyes.

"Phil...I'm your cousin I'm your family. I need to know these things, I'm just so...worried," He said, searching my eyes for any sign of emotion.

"He's different Chris. I can feel it. Aunt Wendy always told me to trust my gut, and I have a feeling that Dan has more to him than his name, 'Danisnotonfire'," I said explaining to him, while Chris shook his head in denial.

"No, this is wrong Phil. It's very wrong. We're not even allowed to build an emotional connection with others, we can't handle it. You know what would happen if they found out," Chris said stubbornly, "He's a bad guy Phil. He'll eat you up, and spit you out. He'll use you. Corrupt you." I eyed him suspiciously.

But what if I wanted to be corrupted? A slave to his dangerous game. What it excited me? The mere thought of murdering someone repulsed me, but what if I wanted to see what Dan feels? I just can't stay away from him. Dan is as mysterious as the ocean. So silent, and beautiful. A right combination of the unknown, and mere wonder. It would leave anyone breathless with astonishment. I am the curious human, willing to explore the depths, seeking knowledge of what is unanswered. What might lie beneath the black abyss of the ocean, and I have a feeling it's something no other would ever know. Maybe the corrupted could be restored to what they once were..

"He's not a bad guy Chris." I said finally, gritting my teeth and clenching my fists. He needs to see reason in this, surely he would need some convincing.Why is Chris so uptight? He needs a boyfriend.

"Hes a fucking killer Phil," I winced,"As in bad guy, life destroyer, the antagonist of every little make-believe-fairytale story--and you like him??" He asked unimpressed.

I didn't dare look at him in the eyes anymore. He had a point. Dan was a cold blooded killer. He was evil. He's exactly what some would call a monster, and a very hated one at that. He was the stingy little fly that won't stop bothering you while your at home. Pesting, and causing trouble to your daily activities. Insignificant, yet very hard to miss. Everyone was looking for him. He's done countless amounts of unspeakable things...He was a wanted criminal.