I am here again.
Here in your arms that I love so much. But then, it felt so wrong. Felt so wrong to be here. Felt so wrong for me to love it this much.
Our intertwined hands looks so sweet but feels so sour. Like it's not suppose to be there. Like it's not suppose to hold you.
Your smile so alluring yet so scary for me. Like something behind those smile lurks a painful memory. A painful memory so deadly to me. Only for me.
Your efforts to be with me seems so fake. So scripted. So detailed. Like a rehearsed play.
Those heart pounding words of yours should make me cringe but it makes me mad. So mad I'm starting to hate you. So mad I want to hurt you.
Then I stare at your face. Then it hit me. Finally I realize why.
The reason why I love it to be in your arms but it felt wrong. Why our intertwined hands feels so sour. Why your smile pains me. Why your efforts seems so fake. Why your words make me mad.
Your love is a lie. A lie I have believed so much. A lie that brought me nothing but scars. Scars I have to live for the rest of my life.
And you're the one. The one behind my scars.
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Short StoryYou are the one that will never be mine. The one inside my daydreams. 💭💭💭💭💭💭💭 Hey dreamies! Here are some of my dramas in Facebook. I decided to write some more and I'll just gonna post them here. It's like a book of my daily feelings. 😂 Hop...
