Michael Afton Oneshots. (Undergoing heavy editing)

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TRIGGER WARNING:: suicide attempt:::::::::::  (Micheal is 15 in this) Micheal woke up crying from a nightmare and wiped his tears realizing it was 7:00 am.  Only a few more hours then I can leave  Micheal thought. He dreaded getting up every morning, but today was different today was his last. It was sick this made him so happy. He hates himself . Bullying his brother and sister, Disappointing his parents and everybody around him. He had a few friends at school but he thought they hated him. He dragged himself out of his room and Greeted everybody. His note was in his room . His plan was to Take pills with him and overdose at the park under his favorite oak tree. So simple. He spoke up and said " I'm going to take a walk I'll be back soon. He grabbed his bag that contained his pills. He quickly walked out the door giving Chris a quick hug and saying "I'm sorry." He walked out leaving a confused Chris inside. He arrived and sat under his tree. They might have found the note, he didn't care. He unscrewed the cap and and poured them into his hand while grabbing his water bottle and put them into his mouth and chugged the water swallowing them. He started feeling stabs of pain and drifted into blackness. He woke up to blinding lights and a white ceiling. Did I do it? No this can't be it? Ugh. He turned his head and heard beeping. Holy shit. A hosipital? Damn. A doctor asked " Do you know why your here?" He sighed.  He held in sobs. It has to get better. If I was supposed to die I wouldn't be here. Hello! Author here, if your going through tough times no matter how big or small your pain is valid. And you will feel better. It will get better. Reach out to somebody that can help you. You matter and are a amazing person it will get better. You matter . And you are amazing