𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

50

Bully
We sat outside arias house me joe and ke and waited for tae to come out giving us the ok she was good but I was here cause my brother needed me to be here
I patted his back and he looked over at me

Bully what the hell am I gonna do"
Figure out who the hell been beating on her"
She won't tell me nothing"
Maybe she'll say something to tae"

The front door opened and tae walked out and sat down he looked stressed but we was sitting there waiting for him to give some well needed answers
Who the hell is this emon nigga"tae asked and I sighed
Ion know"
She did technically try and kill herself but he did this to her"
What you mean he did this to her"

That's all I could get out of her he did this he got some type of hold on her she won't say nothing else and she talk-, keep talking in circles"
That's a clear sign of fear along with her stuttering"
Bully find out any emon in the damn system jail the public all that and check her cameras"Kenen said and walked back in the house
Wait"tae was to late ke had locked the door

Aria
I sat staring at the floor in the bathroom at the tub that I almost died in I didn't wanna do what I did but I ain't wanna face my problems it was selfish and evil of me but it happened and I can't go back I hurt tae I knew it

But for worse I was pushing Kenen away all I had to do was open my mouth but I couldn't he had a lock on me and I didn't wanna hurt ke more when he finds out I'm married to the son of a bitch

I heard the door open and just kept my daze on the tub I looked up and seen ke he didn't say anything to me I looked away and he sat down next to me and we sat there silently

I wanted so bad to come out Nd tell him what was going on but I couldn't I can't hurt him I cannot tell him but one thing I had to explain and I knew it was why I choose to kill myslef and I had to tell him I was sorry but I couldn't look at him I was to ashamed

I'm sorry"he said shocking me
For what"
Shaking you up in the closet like that I'm sorry but I felt like it was selfish of you to try and take yourself away from the family that loves you deeply your kids that look up to you and need you and me I don't think you understand I can not loose you aria if I do there gonna have to put me in a crazy house I'm serious you complete me if I don't have you I will loose my mind I need you"

I fiddled with my fingers a lil bit and looked up in my mirror and seen him looking at me
I'm sorry I didn't wanna deal with it anymore"
Deal with what I need you to tell me what the fuck this nigga doing to you and who is he"
I can't I'm scared"
You don't never gotta feel scared to tell me anything I'm gonna protect you no matter what even if that mean I die"

I bit my lip thinking about it and stood up and walked out him following me I went all the way downstairs and left out the door

Sis you ok"
I didn't respond I just got in my car and drove off I needed to go ion know why but I had to go I drove for a few hours and finnaly made it to my location

I parked in the neighborhood and sat there for a lil bit deciding if I was gonna do what I came here to do
My phone rung and it was ke
Hello"
We're you at"
I'm a few hours out of town"
Few hours ....were Macon"
Yea"
What you doing over there"

It's something I need to do"
I gotta track you down"
No but if anything happen to me promise me something ke"
I'm not promising shit don't talk like that"
Fine well imma always love you and I'm sorry for everything"

Aria"he said and I hung up the phone as he continued to call my name I sat back in my seat starring at the blue and green small home it still had the caution tape from however long ago even thoe it was all old and beat down

Emon said once he had me back he would bring me here so I could face it with him since I was to weak to do it on my own but right now I'm proving I could get threw this and actually do it on my own he planted in my mind I was weak for the past couple weaks and he was successful maybe this was the first step to my freedom from him

I climbed out the car once the block was clear which took a few hours and checked around for cameras which there wasn't any I walked to the house and went around the back and remembered the party's were I was humiliated by him in front his friends

My gender reveal were he didn't bother to show up since he did not want a baby by me the nights were I had to run out the back door just to get some fresh air when I tried to jump the fence to get to a neighbors home but he dragged me off the gate and beat the shit out of me

I remember everything now and I never thought I could remember it again this is what was challenging me all these years and I didn't know what was really bothering me until now in this place and time

I took out a match and stared at the house as tears streamed down my face I stepped on the broken porch and kicked the wood around the house over

It's was about time I said goodbye to these memory's
I threw the match in the back window and then threw a few more before a fire started I walked away slowly smelling the burning wood and seeing smoke coming from the windows I climbed in the car and sat there watching it go up in flames as the smoke rose I pulled off

Goodbye to those memories