Chap 5

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by wordyapricot

by wordyapricot

I lay down on my bed and decide to see whats going on. I try to get up but my limbs give out. Im useless. I wish i was pretty. I wish i wasnt ugly. I wish i was smart. I wish he liked me. Hes perfect. So cute. So funny. Sonia dosent deserve someone as amazing as kaz.

Im so stupid for thinking i ever had a chance. I...i cant. I need him. I hate her. But.....shes so perfect. There both so perfect. I...i should just end it a-

then i see him infront of me. I realize im crying really hard. "Hey...whats wrong..?" He says. He has bruises on his arm. Wow. He really tried to fight him. "Wow...you really tried to fight him." "u-uh..yeah. Anyways...are you okay?"

I sniffle..."𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒖𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖!"

"W-what does it look like? of course im not okay." i say remembering what he said. "Hey, why do you have to be so mean all of the sudden?!" he says. "B-because...accually, how about you go back to sonia! b-because apparently y-you dont like m-me!"

"what...?" He says taken aback
"You only care about her......i-if...i get prettier...will...you....care about me..?" "..." he saif nothing. "If i looked more like her w-would you care?" "y/n i...." he hugged me. "Hey...i promise everything will be okay. I think your perfect. i mean...you are my best friend after all."
He whispered in my ear.

𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.

𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃.

my face goes blank. Im not happy or sad. I feel empty. "W-whats the matter?" He says. "Uh....your okay now....right?"
I start giggling. Giggling turns into laughter. I feel insane. Whats wrong with me?

im...im not okay. I need help. Kazuichi looks plain scared. I fall out of my bed with a loud thump and start crying again. "𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄?!?!" I cant breathe. Its his fault. Im addicted to him.

"Whats going on?!?!" my brother gundham barged into my dorm. He stares at me. He looks freaked out. "Y/N.." "Shes-...shes creeping me out!! She was laughing n-now she crying?!" Kaz said.

I stare at the wall. Everything is blurry. I feel light headed. I feel like im gonna pu- i start to vomit. I feel everything caving in. I cant breathe. Both Gundham and Souda have a look of disgust and fear on their faces. The only thing i could choke out was "𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐌𝐄" i instantly start vomiting again.
everything gets even more fuzzy...i cant see at this point. Everything is pitch black and before i knew it.....

"𝒚/𝒏...𝒚-𝒚/𝒏!" I hear a farmiliar voice. "Y/N?!?!" I see afew farmiliar faces. I see myself in a white room and a white bed. "S-shes a-awake!" "thank god!" "Y/N, are you alright?" "It seems that she is alright." "Goooood nom nom noming Y/N!!! Hehe, Anyways, you ok? you look really really REAAAAAALLLY PALE!!" I all recognize those voices... i see Mikan, Kaz, Sonia, and Ibuki.

"whats going on...where am i?" "you were vomiting a-alot and t-then passed o-out." mikan says. "You got yourself really worked up! it scared me really bad..." kaz said. I realize he was holding onto my hand and holding my chin. I got my colour back instantly. "HEY! She looks better already! She must REALLY LIKE SOUDA!" Ibuki giggled. Kazuichi and i instantly got a bright pink "N-no i dont!" i say. "She stuttered! so you do like him!"

"a-anyways... y-yn will be okay..s-she just got h-herself w-worked up.." "hmmmmmmm i wonder why she was so worked up??? MAYBE ABOUT SOUDA????" Ibuki shouted. "Hm, yes. I do wonder why she was so worked up.." Sonia said. "Um...i know why i just dont wanna talk about it.." kazuichi said. "Anyways, Let the mortal rest. It is yet early in the morning." "Y-yeah...s-she does need some s-sleep.."

"can i maybe stay with her? I feel bad for her after what happened." Souda asked Mikan. "I-i guess i-its fine." Mikan said. I looked at kazuichi as everyone leaves the room.

He looks at me and smiles as he starts to play with me hair trying to comfort me as i start to blush. My eyelids start to give out as he holds my small hand and pets my soft hair. The ladt thing i hear him say is

"𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒚/𝒏"

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