Past

You love, you lose 5/29/20

I chose you to be the exception
Of my broken heart and my ongoing dreams and passion,
Now I lie here in the bed of clouds,
Always seeking of someone that can't be found

I surrender, you won already,
I'm already falling, I can't live with me only,
Just don't torture my thoughts and my heart
For my heart was always yours but yours was never mine

I was unconscious as I was in the moment,
I never knew that I already cared and lost my garment,
Now that I can't see you anymore,
My thoughts and daydreams are filled with nothing but you

Please do not drown me,
I can't bear another scar struck upon me,
Hold on to me, we will fight the world,
Do not let go, think of the memories we behold

Now it's very unpredictable and complicated,
I am the culprit, I cry as my heart suffocated
For I loved you in the second time, I expect to shatter myself
Because when you love, you will surely lose... yourself.

...I loved, I lost, not in the game, but I lost a world...