Heather

12

"Watch as she stands with her holding your hand Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder"

(Yall this chapter emo, im just saying, oh and I suggest playing heather, but u don't have too uwu)

He watched the smiling couple from afar, the shorter, fixing the older graduation gown.

Yes, they were graduating, actually, the ceremony had just ended, it was time for family and friend pictures and all the other sappy shit.

4 years of university were finally over, he knows he should be standing next to his (now) 6 friends who were now looking for him, but his heart wouldn't let him. 

So instead, with a heavy heart, he turned on his heel and walked towards the black car that was already waiting for him.

once he settled in the car, his driver looked at him from the rare mirror and spoke

"Where to Sir Haechan?"

"Home Mr. Kim, home"

Haechan exhaled, sudden feelings weighing down on him

Mr. Kim nodded and took off

Haechan spared one more glance at the university and also got a glimpse of his friends who were trying to call him, but he ignored all of the texts and calls, his heart trembling at each ring.

He knew this was wrong, he shouldn't leave his friends, the only people he had in his whole college experience, but how could he?

How could Haechan see the smile on the boy he loved for 6 years, face?

How could he hear him say the words to someone else?

Haechan buried his feelings just to make him happy

He grabbed his phone, ignoring the huge numbers of miss-calls and messages, he ran through his contacts, finding his, and typed in the messages he should've sent 6 years back

Haechan: hey, I'm sorry I left all of you, but I didn't think I could face any off you, especially you.for the past 6 years, I kept my feeling aside to make you happy. but that's not the point, I know its late, but I just want to say, 

I love you Huang Renjun, Take care, I will be back, I will always find you.

He threw his phone and leaned back into his seat, there was a familiar song playing on the radio, and Haechan sadly chuckled, his tears already rolling down