Everything Has Changed

Chapter 4

You have heard word that he flew back to London leaving Laura here in the States. You texted him from time to time and made up a story from that night. You dodged all his calls and told him to just stick to texting and not so long late night calls. Meanwhile, Zendaya and Jacob were doing their best to make you happy which they were succeeding in while Harrison, Harry, and Sam kept you updated about Tom.

You were on your way to conference to pitch your album ideas. "Hello everyone." You greeted them as you sat down and brought your laptop out. You started going through the ideas you wanted as the took note of that. "There would be at least 10-20 songs if ever." Gasps were heard as you laughed at their reaction. "Will do!" Your PA exclaimed as you headed your way to the stadium to the concert for the day.

Weeks went by and its time for you to head to London for your concert. You had a one night concert and that was your last stop closing the tours for that album. You can't help but feel anxious if you would see Tom in the audience or no. You were in the plane with Zendaya and Jacob who insisted to go with you. You guys were in the jet just waiting for time to pass by and land at Wembley. You brought your notebook out ones again and open the lights by your table trying not to make any sounds waking anyone up. You were caught up with your anxiety trying not to break down from it.

I love how ironic it is to be loved by someone you love but still get hurt because you look at him in a different way and love him in a whole new level. You look up and straight ahead but still remembering the path and people you've encountered. I stayed to let myself down and get hurt by someone I expected to love me. I stayed to be with you not in the way I wanted too but in a way I needed to. I thought the only thing that will hold me up was my legs, then I became a teen it then evolved to my parents and friends but I matured now it became the love that people gave me. I felt like I had the love that so much people wanted but I didn't want any of it but yours. Is it ok to say that I love the way I hurt myself because you were the reason? Is it ok to love someone in a way that I would never get use to the pain? Is it good to let go at something you never had? Why would I let go in the first place? Why did I knock in a door that I know you would not open? Why does my heart shout the name it wasn't meant to shout?

You close the lights and put some music on. When I Look At You. What a timing? You rested your head on the window looking at the night sky enveloping you. You fell in slumber and drifted to dream land.

London at last. You guys got off the plane and got into the terminal at the airport. You, Zendaya, Jacob, and the rest were walking together... while the crew got the cab first to prepare for the London Stadium Tour, the last show. "Lets go guys. Do you wanna eat first or lets get room service." You asked the two of your best friends while deciding on what to go for. "I'm afraid I'll be treating lunch today." You turned to the opposite direction seeing Tom's family and his best friend Harrison. You made eye contact with Zendaya and Jacob then back at Harrison and Tom's siblings.

They shrugged their shoulders and they turned to hug Tom greeting him so as Nikki and Dom, which are Tom's parents respectively. You made your way to Harrison discretely asking what was Tom doing there. "He told us to come. That's it." You nodded and proceeded to stand by Zendaya while Tom gave you a bouquet of flowers, English Lavender Flowers to be exact, the same ones you wanted to be given.

You thanked him trying your best to plaster a smile. "Lets go I'm starving." You nodded proceeding to make as much distance between you and Tom but not being so obvious. You swung your arms around Harrison and Harry as you walk to the car heading off to wherever you guys are gonna eat.