The FoxGirl (Kyo Sohma Love Story)

Trying to Reason

I worked really hard on this chapter and it's kinda dark so sorry if you weren't expecting this! -Golden
Kyo's POV
I banged my head against the wall repeatedly.I almost kissed her...WHY DID I ALMOST KISS HER?!Is it just because I like her? (0.0) I sighed and heard Tohru talking about something downstairs.I walked down with a emotionless face but when I spotted her and Yuki but instead Sensei was with them.I groaned I wonder what he wants now.I walked over to them with Shigure following from I have no clue where he came from
"Hello Kyo have you seen Kileana anywhere?" Tohru asked me and I shrugged
"No the last time I saw her was this morning." I lied
"What for?" I asked stuffing my hands in my pockets
"I wanted to see her that's all." Sensei told us and Shigure nodded
"Would you like to have something to drink?" Tohru asked him
"Yes sure, thank you Tohru." Sensei slipped off his shoes and walked over to the table and sat down on the floor cross legged
"I will go find Kileana." Shigure said and walked up stairs to search for her 
Shigure's POV
I walked upstairs and stopped in front of Tohru's and Kileana's room.I knocked on the door
"Kileana, your sensei is here to see you." I called for her but heard no shuffling or sound inside the room
"Kileana?" I asked/called for her and opened the door to see no one in the room except for the window opened and the rain pouring in.I went wide eyed once I saw the sight 'She couldn't have...'.I ran downstairs as fast as I can and slid into the room where the others were in huffing and puffing
"KILEANA IS GONE!" I yelled out in panic and everyone jumped up from their seats and bolted out the door without hesitation
 (There was music but it didn't let me put it on her the song is 'Nightstep Runaway' searched it on youtube if you want to listen to it or go to the original chapter that's on my Quotev account)
Kileana's POV
My dream...

I know what the dream means now...

I need to run to think clearly...

I need to help others in freight while falling down...

I need to run away from the darkness inside of me...

Reason.Yes that's the word I have known so well...

People had tried to reason with me to come out of the darkness...

But it is thee that's not in the darkness...

It's the darkness who's inside thee...

And thee is me...

Running is my purpose...

Running away from the world and it's benefits...

There is light then there is darkness...

I am cursed as a fox devoured in darkness nothing more...

I have lost hope of my purpose for living...

A dagger in my right hand...

A poisonous plant in the other...

Tears falling down like the rain...

Thunder rumbling beyond the earth...

A frail fragile figure in a meadow that used to show light...

I understand now...

The reason I am here...

And that reason is...

For me to die...

A dagger is used to kill while a poisonous plant is used to kill as well.One second your alive and joyful living life to the fullest.The next second your in a deep slumber never to wake up again.I take the dagger and have it pierce through my heart if I do so I would have no worries.

Not anymore...

Running away from life is like a gift at hand.My reason was to die from the second I was born.I am a mistake like people around me have said.Nor a blessing or a tragedy, just a mistake like a tree with no leaves, a plant with no soil, a human with no parents, and a fox with no color for joy...That's who I am a fox with nor joy or light...People have said I light up their world but I just put on a fake smile...

Who I am...I don't know anymore...

I thought I was a girl who was always joyful and never depress...

Oh boy how I was wrong.

I cant speak and that's my downfall...

I don't care anymore...

Shigure and the others I bid you farewell...

For Eternity.  (Stop Music if you have it on)

I was about to plunge my heart with the dagger when I heard running from behind me.I was so close I could feel the cold blade on my skin.How I got here?My nightmare has became my life so I shall end it.That's the reason.The tip of the dagger was now on my skin and I took a deep breath before pushing it into my skin but then.The dagger was grabbed out of my clutches and thrown away somewhere into the meadow.I heard someone yelling at me and shaking my shoulders but my vision was fuzzy and my ears were blocked with water.I was pulled into a hug then reality struck me again.I glanced around of my whereabouts and saw I was indeed in a meadow only a few feet in front of was the poisonous plant and dagger I almost killed myself with.Tears fell down my eyes as I realized I was in some type of trance.I cried into the person's shoulder clutching onto them for dear life.I'm so confused what have I become?!
"Shh...Shh...Shh..It's okay...I'm here for you.." The voice of Kyo reached my ears 'He's trying to comfort me?' I asked myself in my head.He gently pulled away from me and instead held onto my waist as I wiped away my tears continuously but they wouldn't stop from falling
"Please don't ever do that to me again." He asked me sternly and I nodded and he pulled me in for another hug.A few minuted past and I have just stopped from bawling my eyes out.I pulled away from the hug and mouthed the word 'Sorry' he nodded and kissed my fore head.I shook my head and he furrowed his eyes brows and...

Kiss.

His eyes were wide while mine were close.The kiss was slow and he eventually kissed me back wrapping his arms tightly around me.My arms were around his neck loosely.We both pulled away and smiled and I rested my head on his chest breathing in his scent with a smile on my face.

To Be continued
Sorry if it's kinda short!And my apologies for making this a little bit dark...OKAY ALOT DARK!But hey what is a Golden gonna do to get the two to kiss? -Golden P.s I fangirled when I made them kiss!